A letter from July 13th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Today you are 18 years old. This is 12 year old you writing. Are you still with Jaquan or Simon? Are you still friends with Jessica and Cayden? What about Diana? Did you get to meet Simon in the summer of 2020? I have so many questions to ask you. Do you still call yourself fat? Do you still call yourself ugly? Do you still call yourself annoying? Do you still call yourself worthless? Do you still call yourself stupid? How many attempts have you made now? Yesterday was a year since your 3rd attempt. I've made 4 attempts at ***** now. What about now? Whats your name now? You previously used Sohei, Miles, Mylo, Nico and now you're Braylin. Whats your official name? If you have got a name change, What's your new name? Your birth name is Lacey; But I'm assuming you've obviously changed it now. What about Tik Tok? lxc3ywr1ght has 309 followers and 7.54k likes forthegaysandthegals has 375 followers and 2.28k likes lil.bby.yellow has 157 followers and 424 likes How many do you have now? What about Cosplay? Did you ever start that? If so, What wigs do you have? Ever since you were 10 you wanted to do Izuku Midoriya, Eijiro Kirishima and Katsuki Bakugou. But you said you were too fat for it. Online Friends; Have you met any yet? I know you've been DYING to meet Diana and Zeon. How about your relationship? Are you still poly with Jaquan and Simon? Suicide Attempts; How many? Yesterday was a year since the 3rd. Your 4th attempt was your 12th birthday. Did you ever make that attempt on July 16th 2024? Did you really try and jump off of Bascule Bridge? In real life friends; Still friends with Jess and Cayden? What about Emily and Morgan? Are they all still dating? Or Scarlett? Gaming; Do you still do gacha and roblox? or minecraft? Here's a list of things I hope you've done by now: Made at least 3 friends in college Graduated high school Went on wipe out at PWH