A letter from July 5th, 2020

Dear Grown Up JamJ00n.. How are you doing? I'm sitting here on 7/5/20 at 7:49 PM with Gabby... Writing to you from this moment in time. While here... I want to ask you things! First... How are you and your lover doing? I hope in my heart that you are reading this in Japan with the love of your life... You know whooo~ How many AG Dolls do you have now? I currently only have 11... But I am sure once you escaped, you adopted many more! Where are you reading my words 20 year old me?... Who are the friends you've made?... The people you care for? Have you cut ties with everybody that knew you in the US?... Are you safe, and happy at last? I sure hope you are. I can't wait until I am finally in your shoes, reading the words sent to you from your emotional rocky past self, which is me. I hope we are finally happy! I wish I woke up tomorrow and knew what your life in the future is like. My life right now stinks. Did you ever get your revenge? Did you ride Kingda Ka? See BTS again? Survive Covid-19? I guess my mind is filled with questions I have for myself in the future. But wherever you are at the time you read my words, promise me one thing. Promise this damaged lonely teenager that no matter what, you'll always be yourself, the beautiful, kind, smart, amazing person that I know I will grow up to be soon. And even if you end up in Japan or anywhere else... Always remember. Once an American Girl, always an American Girl. After all, you're clearly part of history too, just like you always hoped to be. I purple you. Never forget it.