A letter from July 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Happy birthday, u are 23 years now,oh god thats unbelievable, u re so old :D I know these days was very hard for u, ur bulimia and selfhate were destroying u, but i know u can do it, u are so so strong, u have the best boyfriend in the world, i hope you are still together. I would be sooooo sad if no:( Because i am so in love now. I hope ur summers were as good as u excepted, i hope u know so many new amazing people now, i am sure u are happy and loved now, of course u were loved also now 2020, but u will be loved by yourself, u just cant stop trying, U CAN DO THIS Ps. now u have 11 piercings and 0 tattoos, i hope u have some now :D Pss. There is still hope :) love, Ela