A letter from July 3rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, what’s up future me? how are you? your life should have changed now it had been 5 years, we should be 20 years old. that’s a big freaking age, a new decade. i hope i’ll keep the email i have now so i can see this when i’m 20 so that you or i can answer my questions. or at least read it i’ve got a lot of questions to give for myself which is pretty weird, i’d never thought i’d say that. 1. how is life, what you up to? did you continue the study of psychology. i hope you did for my sake and my parents sake. 2. any boyfriend yet ;) i mean you are 20 so you should be getting one now even tho we’re ugly as hell (sorry) if you haven’t, wth are you waiting for? 3. how is your mental health? this is something we both have struggled hard with with almost a of suicide attempts and self harm struggles, i hope we’re doing good and away from depression and anxiety 4. how much has gen z change the world, i mean ngl we’re pretty epic right now and we are doing changes on the world so this is a must 5. how are mum and dad? i hope they are doing well and inshallah relaxing. 6. is tahina afa married yet- LMFAO well i can’t think of any more questions apart from have you had any contact with alex? our internet waffle homie? i ******* miss him, he was a good friend. i don’t have any more questions so i’ll end this. i hope you’re happy, amisha i really do. depression is horrible and i want to get better i hope you get the life you deserve stay safe, future amisha good luck - 15 year old me (almost 15 lmfao)