A letter from June 30th, 2020

dear gabi, i always tell people i think this is stupid because i secretly really like the idea. a look back into the mind of myself?? yes please!! but also they make us do this way too much. anyway you must be in college by now, pretty cool. have you come out yet? you should!! right now it feels like college is so far away. i wish i was there right now. it's **** here. please please please be at a good college far away from texas. hopefully the world's not over yet. do you have a lot of friends? a girlfriend or boyfriend? what are you studying? god i wish i could have it all right now, but i can't so i have to live long enough to have it later. i don't even know if i'll be using the same email. i hope everything is different for you now. i hope you're in control and you're happy. i hope you're on medication because jesus christ you are screwed up!! anyway i feel stupid writing this hope you get it. ~ baby you <3