A letter from June 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It's difficult writing this cuz I assume you already forgot the passd of this email and you thought this letter does not exist... but I'll give this a try. Happy 21st Birthday:)) I hope you'll never forget about the hardships you encountered and all those moments where you refused to give up. I hope you won't stop giving yourself some credits. This life that we have... It will never be easy*spoilers... But it's worth having. I hope you never fill your cup with self doubts and fear. I'm expecting that you took architecture hehehe. Altho you always got 75 on emath *lol*cries. Remember the time where you always cry yourself to sleep cause you thought you're worthless and untalented and that all things you did are just not enough?... Here you are now.... I don't care if you didn't take our dream course... I'm just glad you're there.... you survived your 21st year. I'm proud of you. I hope you will never belittle yourself ever again.... all those efforts.. all those dedication and passion? It's not all for nothing.... Everything you're experiencing now.... I expect it to be tiresome and difficult... I hope you keep fighting... I hope you never stop believing that someday, everything we did, everything we struggled to achieve... everything will be worth it... I hope you never look in the mirror and call yourself ugly... You are beautiful... you are worth it... you are loved.... for everything you thought you aren't deserving of. Let this be a constant reminder... that your past self will never stop believing in you... that someday you'll make it.... you will be that woman of power... :)) I will never stop rooting for you and I will always be inside you.... I will be those little voices whispering "don't give up!" While you cry yourself to sleep... I will keep saying "we got this" because we do. Padayon! :)