A letter from June 29th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, i hope when you're reading this that you already overcome your fears, i hope your mind is at ease. i hope that you trust your self, your skills, pls never ever doubt yourself i know you can do it but lol tbh im doubting myself rn big time well I'm just 14- turning 15 in November, but maybe when you're reading this you're maybe 20 or 19 i guess? i hope that you're okay. Btw, I'm typing this because I'm bored and we're in the middle of the pandemic **** ugh. i hope you make an effort to live normally when in a difficult situation. I want to remind you that happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions and never ever doubt your value you don't become what u want, you become what u believe. so never doubt ur self, i hope you're doing good right now, i hope you're having the peace of mind that I've ever wanted. I guess you're at your third year of college or?????? lol. if not you maybe shifted your course you stupid dumbass but if you're in third year right now your course is probably political science?, psychology? or legal management??but taking legma i highly doubt that just one of my choices of pre-law course, and oh when i said you shifted into another course it maybe architecture lol your ever first choice since grade school thanks to minecraft, but rn being a lawyer is what i want a lil bit to be arki, sorry my first love lol. i just love the idea of being architect ya know designing things the way you wanted them to be. when you're taking now the path to be a lawyer congrats! and you're making the right decision!!! it also means you take the risk cause you know rn im afraid i can not do stuffs, im so proud of you future atty.! you're maybe having a tough time there but rest assured it's gonna be all worth at the end. I hope you're not procrastinating there, pls pls pls don't procrastinate and always do whatever's next, i hope you're living the life we've been dreaming since then, keep growing. Just grow through what you go through, ilysm!! take care as always you reckless, careless btch, study well i know you can make it! It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop, keep dreaming and believing! i hope you're not afraid of criticism now, i hope that you're not a crybaby anymore!!! pls pls pls, i hope you're now strong, lol little things can make me cry in todays time ugh, i hate how sensitive i am, i hope you're doing great andddd i hope you're not listening to others!!!! especially their judgements, only you know your self well, ALWAYS ******* REMEMBER THAT!!!!! DON'T LET OTHERS THOUGHTS ABOUT YOU RUINED YOU, please live your own life, i hope you're not depending on others right now, pls btch tell me you're already independent!!!!!! DON'T BE SCARED MAKING DECISIONS ON YOUR OWN PLS PLS, TRUST ME, TRUST YOU!,, PLS TRUST OUR SELF SIS. I hope you're with the man I'm chatting right now, lul ksksksk he's from nueva ecija HAHAHAHAAHHAHA OMG LMAO RN if he's not there with u then **** him for promising, but if you two are together, hi bebi ilysm! thanks for staying HAHAHAHAHAHA AND IF NOT HOPE YOU'RE DOING GOOD AND remember when i told you that I want to see you achieve everything you’ve told me, even if I’m not there. CONGRAAAATS!!! MAYBE NOW YOU HAVE A LOT OF ACHIEVEMENTS!! I'm so proud of you tho, and thank you for the great time and for understanding me- my crazy *** bith, lololol. keep safe and take care! never stop chasing your dreams until you already become what you want! i hope you still remember me, I didn't expect our relationship lol even we don't have label! cause you know priorities., but thanks a lot! thank you for trusting me and telling me your stories, ily for cheering me up!. if we're still together, wow!AS IN WOW HAHAHA I'M NOT EXPECTING THAT!! lam mo na yern hshsh. you're really true to your words then, i hope we trust each other, not listening to others judgements bcs this is our relationship, ours!! and i hope we're doing nothing but going strong, study well bangus, take care, I always gotchu!. and for my friends, to keh and tugskrrt tHank Y'ALL FOR ALL THE MEMORIES AND MAKING MY JHS LIFE UNFORGETTABLE!! to all my friends back then i hope we're still hanging out rn, i hope our friendship is going strong, ily all, take care and gl! i hope y'all living your dreams, especially to you rid!! i hope na bff pa rin us hmf, and i hope na matupad yung mga plano natin back then!! ingat always amd igot y'all always. back to you self wala akong balak magpaliwanag sa mga taong tingin lagi saakin ay mali, lol don't u ever explain pls, well knowing me-you you're not a fan of explaining yourself and i loveeee youuu for that!!! let whoever think whatever just keep getting better. I hOoOpeee you're brain is working well there!!! AND PLEASE GET ENOUGH SLEEP FOR YOUR BRAIN TO WORK, COOPERATE WITH IT,,,ur brain.....Know your priorities!! and keep an eye at our goal, make mama and papa proud!! thank u parents for supporting me in my decisions in life! for not doubting me, thank you for working hard just to provide our needs, and to my brother you're maybe 11 now, study well!!!! and you're so annoying back then just small things ugh, you're always ******* crying, and to teacup ily!! I hope you're still alive there and with cute little puppies! sorry for not taking care of you it's just me having my own battle with myself without anyone knowing it, they're just there judging a one sided story, yea right i know they're too toxic, and ++ don't forget you also have a toxic trait, well we all have. Don't let your fear overcome you, be brave! I know you can, i hope you're not having anxiety attacks now, and not suffering from depression just please, i hope not. Be always happy! Do the things what you wanted but know your limits! focus on your goal, always!!. Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life you're living? i hope you are, always take care!! i hope you already improved your mind set, don't let your emotion control you okay! u should control it. Remember that any can know, the point is to understand. Go on with what your heart tells you, or you will lose all. Do not look for approval except for the consciousness of doing your best. I hope you're doing great at school, pls take care of your health pls be healthy! pls pls pls be responsible and plssss! don't be forgetful, hehe. I know you can make it to the law school! i know you can do it!! remember what the obligation is? According to Article 1156, an obligation is juridical necessity to give, to do or not to do. Thank you ate ariessa, or should I say Atty. Domingo? Thank you for that information! I learned it from your vlog and memorized it, thanks to your stories that inspired me to be a lawyer, its one of the thousand reasons! thank you ate gwy! for the wonderful series, keep striving you're almost there future atty. thank you, thank you for being part of my life, and to jonaxx! i love you so much! your stories means a lot to me, I'm so in love with them. And to you self, keep striving, be persistent and consistent! pursue your dreams. Always believe and never doubt yourself alright, hope you're doing great and take care!. We both know that we're eager to achieve desired results. padayon atty.!