A letter from June 25th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Happy Birthday!! I hope you're okay! You're probably very mature now and you're 23. I hope you found your husband and hope he has everything u ever wished for him to have. :) I remember u always wished to marry when you was 23. Is that happening? I hope you're a doctor or becoming one. That's what I think you were meant to be. If you're not a doctor, I hope you found the way you can glorify the lord and help humanity being happy at the same time I hope your relationship with God is wayy better than mine is now and hope you still strong and keeping your faith. If you're not, please go back to Jesus and surrender. I hope you're not feeling lost and confused how I am now. I'm really confused about what to do with my life and where to go for Uni. I'm praying that you are well succeeded and happy. I really do. I'm sorry I keep "hoping" things of you but I don't want you to be a failure like almost 100% of your cousins are and you're so so intelligent and got so many opportunities! I can't expect less of you. Just can't. By the way I hope you're chinese Is fluent now. Have u already been to China or Canada? How's Ana, Bea and Yuqing? How's Rita? How's your family? How's your sister?😁 is she actually majoring Architecture or Design? How's Joy? Is she still alive 🥺? How's your grandmas? Are they still w us? Well... You will probably remember about this letter cuz you got a GREAT memory but I really hope you forget about this and get surprised when you receive this!. Kisses, love you w all my heart. Be happy and free! ❤