A letter from June 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey hey hey future me!!!!!!!!!!!!! im sad im really sad i want someone i want a friend i have but there's a lot of stuff i cant tell them maybe im acting naive idk.. whatever it is i dont feel good i feel alone.. thats why im writing this cause i have no one to talk to i try to act happy and crazy but deep down im no not !!!!!!! ughhhh!!!!!!!!!!!1 how are u btw ?? pls tell me u r not alone cause if u are i dont think ill be able to take this anymore .. i cry almost everynight. why dont i have friends am i boring am i not fun am i not pretty ???????????why??? do u know the answer of these ?? do u have a friend now?? what are u doing nowadays ? ok bye! i think im gonna regret writing this :(