A letter from June 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi future Nathan how are you doing you will be eight-teen and i hope you are pursuing your dreams of becoming a photographer or entrepreneur or working for a news company as a filmier. I would say for the past two years from 12-13 i haven't been ok because on my whole arm i have lines which i know i shouldn't have but i just do from me being single and missing Ashley, then i continued to feel sad and lonely and overthinking a lot and miserable i felt like ending it but i just couldn't so then i just stayed sad for some time then after i found out that she liked me again and i was so happy at then we were together for 3 months and then since were in quarantine i had a lot of homework to do and then she told me we need to break up due to lack of communication at first i felt nothing because i have no heart but then after 3 days i cried for 2 hrs and i was just so sad and my heart was so numb i couldn't feel the pain for 3 days