A letter from June 14th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Do you remember (S)? Today's the Choi twins birthday, and it's also the twins zodiac month. Kin our friend suggested this site so that i could send you a message because, why not? Anyway, you're eighteen, right? the age that i don't want to turn into.. Let's grow old together, hopefully this laptop will hold together until you get this message, and if you even use it any longer because of studies maybe? Do you have a boyfriend? I hope not, i'd like to stay the way we are until the age of twenty-one, if you don't mind. So, any plans for the future yet? Remember how i thought dreams were foolish? I just thought that maybe you have to work for it or something, shouldn't put up too much hope into one thing you want and just live... Do you think, that i will live happily? You're the one who knows the answer, only until the day you read this of course, if you don't read this specifically on the eleventh june then, alright.. It's fine, but... Are you depressed? Has something happened? Belive me, i'm the only one you can trust, the only one who understands you, so don't hide feelings from me, because i am you and you are me. Don't trust just about anyone, alright? I love you (S). Know that and remember that, i hope that doesn't change.. And i hope this message will either reach you or you'll find it somewhere.. Okay, let's talk about school and education, which college do you intend to go to? It's summer break now for you, right? You'll be getting into college too i'm hoping, dad didn't go to college when he was young, so don't follow in his footsteps! Oh right, what about our friends? KL? Are you still friends with her? How are your terms with her? And MW? Or did you get too sick and tired of the whole faking smile and ditch them already..? I'll understand. And are you interested in anybody? Anyone at all? Do you still enjoy anime actually? Or read manga and manhwas.. Or even still play otome games? There's no way you can forget Mystic Messenger! And let's not forget all the animes we both loved, Noragami, Toilet bound Hanako-Kun, Fruits basket, Fairty tail, Kamisama ************* and so much more! Do you remember!? Hah, haah.. maybe not. Do you focus on studies? What about mom, still contact with her? Or are you with mom and in contact with dad? OH! Avatar the last airbender! One of our most cherished tv shows! Remember?! Hahah, i remember all those times we rewatched and rewatched.. I'm sorry if i'm writing too much, i tend to like to compare the past to the future so i'm a bit hungover you hah... anyways, how's R? You know, our half brother? He must be a fine kid right? He should be six years old when you're reading this. If you're not stupid and can do math, then you should be able to know how old we were when we wrote this. Yes, i'm referring to us as one now. There's another thing i'm really curious about, are we still in contact with our online friends? Kin and Cup? You know.. Bedman and ms minor lovestruck? haha! Oh yes, i loved those two, hopefully i still do in 2026. They seriously changed my life, even though kin was such a douchey teenager, lol he's probably 19 by the time we should be reading this. Oh, just a reminder in case you forgot our best friends's birthday! Kin - twenty-fourth October, Cup - thirthieth September. Oh and, let's not forget our birthdays.. Congratulations six times! Though i'm quite sad to be growing up hah.. But let's face reality together! Since this will be public, i hope this message doesn't sound too cheesy, and maybe it's too long?? Well either way, you better be reading this (S)!! I wonder if i am tall in the future, or am i as short as our mom? Oh and, hope we're dealing with our ******* good! haha!! Alright, i hope i enjoyed reading this, and maybe others too.. I don't know if this was a bit too long or too short for my satisfaction, i tend to like reading things when i'm sad or alone. Though i hope i'm not sad while reading this! Haah... I've been typing for too long, i'll thank kin for suggesting this. Remember this okay?.. I love you! 06.14.2020