Dear FutureMe, it’s 2020. I’m 15 now. It has been a journey since the beginning.
This year is probably the worst one I’ve had so far. My beloved grandmother sadly passed away, a global pandemic occurred and has the whole world panicking.
Well, how are you today? Do you feel alright?
How’s life?
Man, I hope you are okay. I hope you have grown out of you shell. Please tell me you at least have more than 10 friends. (:
This whole year has been so stressful, I’ve been depressed very often, I feel sad, lonely. I wish you luck man, see you in 5 years. /Jonathan Zan.
Epilogue
5 months later
It didn’t get better, kid. It didn’t just get worse, it descended into something you don’t even have a name for yet. If you saw the place I ended up,...
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