A letter from June 7th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey! Happy Birthday!!!!!!! I'm probably the only one sending you a message. The sad part is that I am planning it too, but hopefully years from now you'll be happier. It's you from June 7, 2020. I hope there's a future from now until then. There's been a lot going on in the world. People are protesting for the Black Lives Matter movement. I hope by then there's a change. I know times will become challenging, and hopefully it'll have been worth it and happen. I can't stand how the police are treating citizens. We are supposed to be free, but now there silencing us and we're not okay with that. Haha Donald Trump credit card got leaked, I found it funny. I hope no one gets in trouble for using it. Well, right now our situation is complicated. Moms out of rehab at least. Then we got that court call on the 10th. I am worried for it, but it'll be okay, I hope. Aunty Lin has the virus, I hope she'll be okay. She means a lot to me, despite everything that happened. Okay enough of this. How's life?? We're about to graduate!!! We finished freshman year! For me, I'll be starting sophomore year. Well Us actually. I hope you did okay, it's okay if you didn't place that high though. As of right now, I don't know what to expect. To be honest, I never thought we'd make it past 13, 15, 16, and now I am trying to imagine 18-19. I honestly hope we've changed, I don't want to have a negative mind and wonder when I am going to die. I know that I am going to figure it out though. I hope you're fine. Have we dated anyone? To be honest, I think I like girls more then guys, but still like guys ya know. I don't want to question anything because 16 is still a young age to me. I hope we didn't experience a heart break or anything because I don't think I could handle that if I am to be honest. I just want to be happy, and not stressed or anything. I hope you're okay. Please don't self harm anymore, we got this. I wonder how you look like now. Have you dyed your hair? Lost weight? No pressure though. Gosh, I can't believe we're an adult basically. Are we still into anime???? Like for real, we've been watching it since 2015 (4th grade) like it's crazy. My all time favorite anime is still Assassination Classroom. Also Kaji Balance Unlimited was becoming my favorite but paused due to the virus. I want to go to a con and experience that energy and be all hyped. Gah I wonder what school we're at?? Kayenta, Phoenix, or window rock?? I hope it's Kayenta. If not then somewhere in phoenix then. I hope we still do track and field. I wonder what it's like. Do we still have to wear masks? And stay 6 Feet Apart?? crazy. Also are we still into alternative rock?? I am listening to My Chemical Romance right now. Well sad songs to be honest. I don't know what else to say. Happy birthday, we made it! Stay alive and be more friendly. Don't let anything get to you. I love you, a lot. Bye Kiera. Happy Birthday, don't let anything get to you!

Epilogue

about 2 months later

I still can’t believe I wrote this during quarantine and a lot has changed. I’ve been putting this off for months because it’s kinda depressing seeing what I wrote about...

Lal it teh fo utiaitosn nad. .
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Tteram btu a orf oppele on wodn wiehla nhagce nad wne bkcla vsile eodvm neth ti hwit died did tsghin kame. St’i eeppol iwhs ealryl tobua llsit hapdnpee tbu tawh tllis i reew enpspha uosecdf eenb it no a tol dna dan. Nagol aemk a ilve hte evropmi dna aehgcn it i hoep or leylar nlsie “ytenrd” itohegmsn cnnotuei dan nto rowdl eakm ilwl hesto ot rotshe ni we.
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Spat ew eht tjus but yaers owser sihtng eendd a im’ syrro dyo’u got atht oulw’evd ,naiag up neirgliv anaig efw ti tnhki ,ydfeietfnrl tenw atrfe. Mirno vevdloni a hda cps sith on wts’na iemt kanflyl,hut upprsot ew so gnrloe nda. Eo’ruy sdgru onkw abotu ton nda tog kbac htat lsipl eidspurrs ntio i oivila btu. Boj fi dna rfo dna in laji i s’hse in her lewhia os enbe tnd’o ro alij onkw ess’h ehous ta stol eewhr tlisl ses’h. Hte mbeay pdeiisantpod hitw otn her tbu stie derupssir tarp️❣ utc we otms orf. Nda vlaee geittng erdaeg autylmlu ta nigasyt ddnee uot kciekd srfdnie up tbu ew alpec a ot lsoa. !deaugar!t and w’nsta bset morveeco nrtuogdaai did idd to i❣️t okloni ouy tahw ofr os lwieha ti we btu dporu dna su i’m did shti fo aepepdhn lla shti ofrbee ew eht. On rof rsumem dna utb pdai yam fof rfo so we eabceus oknw hpat be tow ew we apiephr oatc of sftri t💕i wrdoek yghntnia ass rtigh liaovi eerf o‼️nw eth oggin eht ddi eray ta njruio ufs️t‼f eb nad erokwd trehe omrf llsit to yuo eaysr roleng nda stuprop blel we mtolrehess flroseuy imfayl yuor u,yo alllyeg no coitx eneb ubt leshsome ’eerw ot latoms sjut wkor.
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Ebleevi 91 i adn e’ewr ltsli ti won n’atc. Our 8ht1 reven tredeablce ,kyoa nywaya we it nad atiyrhdb ’tis no tbu we ht19 rwedko. Spot etbret reeofb mi’ si ot yarelr tub nrigty onw /sh chwhi it phneasp tehn. Sa lefe htriee esededrsp otd’n i sicdalui now ro. Manolr ltsil i’st ffo ruo ubt sayd we veha. Now igaienm orf era tgniget 20 fro tcan’ stih su <3 ❣ra️f reygonu m’i esslve our tub year thta intungr itwa extn we uprod of rues i.
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Ew r)ea, fdxie esms t!!i ttmpeat leup,rp oth deifrn a ifstr uor & saw dye did doen idkan dan rbi (tesb kn,ip rou typhca tsdsanr tbu thiw eddrihs ti puerpl wv’ee ubl,e hra!i! het pulper so nad npik. Tbu it ab‼️ker pu luycr oru rwtho mtna oot scorol ytr nesde mchu a rhai rahi i ratnetp so it i’ts annaw sedsme eenb lahcbe tbu rayell nda mroe oru. Lefi dmae teh cloor giana ingliv ylarle ofr thwor. Ti ew na utb v’aenth to we witghe no mternatpa i oemv sola enoc lpan otls. Mad ta tbu lble otac i’m oto siecn vere onriwk ’weev gwihet adinge nto. Nodig chhwi etawdn is etrbet reev rewe’ all vee’w aynlmelt. C’tan ighwte twia.
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Ew hiwch nto’d ot htacw much now iguisprsnr sa is ays nmeai. Tntrneei eomh i su vcreie,s tub on ti whti wdluo yllaer ’dew tnigh ddi llreya esdtopp the ta or hknit. Kosenieosr doog raoscmsol dna is vhea a i lslit enw vftoerai isltl os banleac ssoannastiais hts’an tub udenlimti ahd ssoean sti’ a my ‼s️lhup. Ruo lsao and bkyri ti oru aphes cbak ilef snow ntio ogt we.
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Sorien ytulr wdulo’nt dha mreo ew tjsu eray <3 kb!!ac irnodag os ew idkle adn ntwe ew soemnoe adn nemoeso e‼kli️ aedm niesro lkdei ti isrf!t ithw earsn!ptr edtad we a hmi ubt oyu nda erhet’s wef roblammee ew dna we wlle si vht’nea us ta he tadekl reya tmee dan )e(si?kl yalnlif eitms hte beacem eh kldceic ot anoyn,e kir!e!a nuracily someiv eth eary vleeebi. Uro eh oto, niwgrti dema saw suem whotr gnaia pyroet. Us tub ehtn yb hsi ont e’hs :( yeurngo nmsae insoad hcmu. Ubt okwr sh’e haghh on hwit i’m ihm uot 91 ubt ewnbtee us go i rfo crsuole o,tehns 81 m’i i su buaeesc dndeee (: ot htigm i tog nda ahtt it eb tnetnco eth autbo ont cuodl. !aws! nwas’t beeorf actieecdrpor twn’sa mnia or eetlrt eewsk fuodcse taapr eht flymai htat a dan t’wasn at rmspoleb eh aairngotud vnee ilghpne frdtied os i so it wef tbu hiwt a dan it uoyr a or orf omnth lvoe sneoscfed we assumde. Etim rytos nda sthign all otguhht issk ’seh dna long i miet ved’louc eh botau reitd oelhw kdase dna dna the gto tshi even ti eht to evew’ and bcka ugnsirh nogig swa s!u su pglieazodo rtcoimna fro loehw cute os ti i ofr !teim forbee cimtraon cnickeedh os lkdei rhtso, tbu noed oyu he ,uot adcser tub you htne etwse. Npheap and i ot ignht we dcvo’uel sedhwi eht esh’ yurtl tbes to us etadd. Cnhcea heav ehsert’ anpsl otbh ew eh whti aisd a im’ but ykao edtfifnre rof igovnm taht nda. Eevn tnewad dna yeallr hguoht odhl ’tis is waht wev’e him so epty cuet aperpeatci fo inotnnce ecamorn and hcwhi i dan ndsha eth ew.
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Fmor zigmnaa odwesh o!ot! so agedutard pu ywr️❣or and nad ’dotn tsiancihr rssddee we altilaintodry ew was dda it a,katyen. Uor ew n!o mignov isms er’ew utb too lla dsnfier.
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Ubt mayrnoe ewar llsit sit’ seu ot oto nogtet wn!o mranlo amkss nto sefel to our ti ti oen hhtogu dan wrae we ustj ieerqdru own. 2 atpar lieebve we ptara hhaa emor no hda ’psshee trylu aka do ’ncat etef to htta 6 thta. .
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A illts i stecnrco inronue dha a ot we of otluncd tbu tub wvee’ og tnca hhguot! it!! ethy lltis dan vbeieel elvo ew crm otl eben.
E:nes ev’we.
Lyerect-tatrroeh.
- dooigrr ialvio.
- couc.
- aor!r!p!mea.
Ar-slrewc.
Efik mcid-noi.
Lopoal roam-.
Ikal- cshui.
Tnywe-t one iptlos.
Hememhr-ttoro.
Dmpolacn tepr-e.
Abdvrnua-.
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I!v!el raectgseti artfe nad tnex vt tm!ei!zanr norcect si ruo irepce xes lr!gi eth fro ialneem.
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Ftfus ipnxnceirgee to mead baout lagd dna a we adn i tufe!ur ’acnt tunncoei rw’ee the feil ,eikra rweit eliv! it aiwt ilwl mi’ rfa ihst lhpflyeou in aedntw vwe’e igond to lfnylia ertbet oerm.

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