A letter from June 2nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I'm with my cats right now. I have been single for so long now. I waited for someone for 2years only to find out that he doesn't love me for who I am. Whenever I'm asked what am I looking for in a relationship... I only answer that I don't have a fix quality or standard but right now... I realize I want to be with someone as forgiving as me, as understanding as me and that would be equally loving me as how much I love them too.. I'm so prone to one sided and unrequited love. I will be sending this on my birthday... I hope at that time... I'm already with someone who loves me so much and If I'm lucky enough to be with that person that was meant to be with me, you can look me up on my facebook its under pamela bellosillo ❤ I wish during the time I receive this letter, I'm going to be celebrating my birthday with my family and my other half... and I'm glad that i stayed as a good person even with everything I have been through. Ever since I runaway until now I have been spending my birthday alone because I thought that I was cursed. If not because of the love for God... my experiences are enough for me to be a bad person but I'm rooting for this day. This happy day, I hope I have a kid this time around and I will be the best mama ever. If you have come across this letter, you can drop by and send me a message. I'm wishing you all to be strong because when u do the right things.... God will bless you :) do not give up. I love you future self, I love you pam, you are going to do a lot of good things in this world 🥰