A letter from May 31st, 2020

happy birthday, naila. hai naila di masa depan, kalo kamu nerima ini berarti kamu masih hidup, and you know what? you did it! kamu berhasil bertahan hidup, that's mean you are strong enough. 31 may 2020 kamu masi jadi acne fighter, sama kaya 3 tahun yang lalu, apa sekarang masih? atau udah sembuh? gapapa nai, gapapa, it's totally fine, having a lot of acnes is really suck, but that's normal kok. semangat ya, you did it for yourself okey? don't let anyone drag you down. semangat jadi acne fighternya! kalopun ternyata 5 taun lagi udah bersih, selamat ya!!!! i'm really proud of you, hun. oh iya, how's life? i hope everything is alright yaa. gimana pendidikan kamu? karir kamu? it's okai, apapun itu, you being the best of you kok. itu yang terbaik buat kamu and that's the way that Allah gives to you because he knows you can. oh ya kamu dah punya pacar belom? soalnya aku belom HAHAHA tau gasi aku kalo sebelum tidur suka bayangin seseorang namanya 'teja' dan aku selalu berharap si teja beneran dateng ke kehidupan aku suatu saat nanti walaupun.. kayanya gamungkin. kalo kamu lupa teja siapa, itu tu orang yang kamu ciptain di imajinasi kamu, iya teja tinggal di imajinasi kamu. masi inget ga ciri cirinya? nih aku ingetin 1. he's taller than you 2. he's not really white and not really black too 3. he's not fat, but not skinny too, just, common 4. he's not really handsome but just a little bit cute ahahah 5. he has the same humor as you 6. he knows how to treat girl, especially you 7. he's a mess, but you still in love with him 8. he really protect you all cost 9. he makes you laugh everytime 10. you really like his soulmate because you and him are perfect match 11. he's not a popular boy, just like you 12. he's an introvert i can't describe him as much because he only live in my imagination, he's not real, describe him only makes me really want him to be exist, but i realized he won't. halu bgt ya ternyata aku? abisnya kadang ya aku suka bikin jalan cerita cinta aku sebelum tidur HAHAHAHA nanti masi ga ya? dan aku bingung mau bayangin siapa so i made teja for it :( ion know why i named him teja, aku nyari yg ga sama sama nama temen aku yang sekarang. are 5 years later teja's gonna exist? i don't know, semoga ada atau bahkan lebih baik dr teja yg aku bayangin sekarang WKWKW. OH YAAA, sekarang kamu masi pake behelllllll, pasti nanti dah ngga kan??? gimana dah pede senyum sama ketawa lebar?? HAHAHAHH. eumm udah kali ya? aku bingung mau nulis apa lagi. intinya aku mau bilang, jangan insecure lagi oke? love yourself, no matter how worst you are, jangan kaya aku yang sekarang, jadilah lebih baik dari ini, semangat jalanin hidup karna tau apa? banyak yg pengen kamu tetep stay disini, you already make a LOOOOT of people smile and laugh because of yourself, isn't it beautiful? jangan lupa belajar dan beribadah, jangan pernah lupa sama siapa yang udah ngasih kamu keberkahan yg melimpah kaya yg kamu rasain sekarang, iya Allah, jgn lupa sama Allah. have a good day, naila di masa depan, salam dari naila di tahun 2020 HAHAHAH