A letter from May 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hello. Im not sure what to say, i just want to tell u to be strong and grow to be a strong person.i know u have been going trough a lot but dont forget that i love u and that inside of u there is a better person that u just have to get out. there is no human that knows u better than me just satay strong and dont give up, look up everytime u feel down. Dont ignore what people say and judge about u just try to change it and proove that u are better than that but some times just ignore because no matter what, they will still look for the little things to judge u, dont forget u are better than what u are now. YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO LET THINGS GO. If u dont then its going to be hard for you. Nothing lasts for ever and nothing is ever born without first dying. Today was ur graduation just saying,im not realy sure why i should be happy its nothing special 5/29/2020 its the day. Sometimes i dont know how to feel i just want to sleep and forget everything the funny thing is that the real problems havent started.remember that u wanted to learn korean i hope u have improved😑and that u want to go to korea u should work on it😑 anyway i hope u have a grat life and that everything goes well. I know that u want to forget a lot of stupid things u have done but there is nothing u can do so stik with it ,thats what u get for being stupid omg i cant belive u have done so many crap. Im just saying this cuz its the reality. I hope u all ready made ur dad proud of u sence u havent done it yet. I hope u did if not then im sorry u might not be good enogh to fill his inspectations im sorry i have been trying too but it just doesnt work."Im sorry dad"is something that wilk never come out of my mouth till its to latte i know that and then ur going to regret it but still i wont say it cuz im embarest and every time i say sorry i dont mean it and the day i am actually sorry it would be crying and that person would be someone important to me. I have a lot to say but i just dont know how to explain im preaty sure u still like music to explain how u feel and thats good. I like that u are a shy person that should never change in u and learn to respect others and yourself most importantly. Remember that u cant hurt urself because u are selfish and that is good.i hope u find youself reading this someday in the future and not someone else. You are a good girl remember that and that nothing can change it not even yourself. To:me with love and hope.