A letter from May 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, so you're 25. if you made it that far. congrats!! do you want a medal? or maybe a gold star? we're in the middle of quarantine bc of coronavirus. which has gotten annoying and ive stopped following the social distancing rules a little bit but whatever. you've been talking to nez for about a month now. i can't really tell if he's like a future baby daddy or what but he's different. he's not dry af like all the other tinder hoes. idk what tense to write this in and i also don't really know what to say. idk if i should have put that thing in there about him bc if it ends bad ik im not gonna be very appreciative of this letter. rylie is in the hospital and i haven't really let myself deal with that. i found out a few hours ago and im just trying not to think about it until i know what happens. im so desensitized to ***** after dad. i miss him. how many tattoos do we have? god i hope we look badass. you better not have taken any of your piercings out. they were expensive. and painful. maybe the world has ended and writing this is completely pointless. idk. i wouldnt put it past us to **** the earth. we're doing it rn. i really hope biden wins bc i cant handle cheeto man another 4 years. i also hope that mom left that *******. i wont even say his name. you know who im talking about. i hope tom graduates from college. idc where. i just want him out of the hellhole that is capac mi. i hope we still have cody in our lives. and jeremy. and sydney. and ben. and matt. i know its unrealistic. but they bring me serotonin. god and emily even tho i can never tell if me and her are okay. thats just how she is. and i respect that ig. nr she can kinda be a ***** but don't tell her i said that. lol. idk what else to say. like i want to have an actual conversation with you so ik that everythings gonna be okay. im sure you want to talk to me too. to either tell me that it will be okay or to warn me of the mistakes im inevitably gonna make. im smart huh. lol. predicting the future and ****. am i actually a teacher? or are schools nonexistent now? what does the world look like? i hope we ate the rich. it's crazy that you're only like 6 years away from me but you feel so far away. ik we aren't the same person anymore that we are today, in 2020. oh what if i give you some advice. okay here it is. if we're married - and they cheat - leave their ***. and marry their sister. find your sasha. and if you don't know what im talking about then i have a few steps for you. open sims 4. yeah log into origin if you don't have it on your computer. go on. okay open the save named "travis <3" and if i changed the name then ig good luck. but also you should know what ******* save it is bc youre so ******* emotionally attached to those sims. okay moving on, idk what generation we're on at this point but go into the family tree and find yourself. and then click on either paisley or daisy and look at their mother. remember how much yall loved each other? she was gorgeous. when she died i couldn't live in that house anymore. i moved in with travis and died right after he got married. liz is amazing. they're perfect for each other. why can i talk about how much i love my fictional family but i can't ever apoligize to my brothers when i know im wrong? please tell me that we still get along with tom. we've come so far in the like 2 months we've been living with mom. have we met motley crue yet. i stg if we havent you should just end your **** now. idk what else to say to you. how was the concert? did it get postponed? im talking the 2020 one like your first motley concert. omg none of them are dead right? idk how id handle that. probably really ******. do we have babies? im sorry that i have so many questions like that probably shouldn't have been the point of this. i should be like making predictions. lol i dont have any. i just have hopes. do those count? idk. you tell me. what music do we listen to? and is tiktok dead? ew i hope we arent famous on that ****. jeffree star liked and replied to your tweet the other day. thats prolly the highlight of your life. lol. did anything ever happen with nathan from algebra? i lowkey hope not. i like the one im talking to rn. hes sweet. OMG i sold my nudes to remi and a rando from tinder lol. i made $25. it was def worth it. my face wasn't in them don't worry. i think im done. i wrote a lot. we only have two tattoos right now. the feather and dad's rose. planning on getting nikki sixx soon. tell aunt lori you love her. because shes one of the best people in your life. tell aunt linda you appreciate her. tell mom she can do better than whatever ******* shes dating. take preston to pride. idk about tom. buy him a disposable lol. good job making it this far. idk how you did it. but ig when i read this i will. luv 2020 athena