A letter from May 26th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey there, Vic!! It's been a while hasn't it been? Happy birthday! I wonder how you're doing, I hope great. Did we make it into the entertainment we wanted to be part of?? Or did we end up studying something else? I wonder, have you fall in love yet? Does anyone makes you feel loved as we always wanted to? I hope you survive, I hope you're doing great and I hope we both feel happy in the future. Its been a hard time back here, now, it's been 4 months since dad left. And it's been hard to move on, but I'm trying my best. I hope you are fine too. How are things there? Are you still friends with the piris? Are your best friends still your best friends? What about your family, have you already come out with your grandma? I hope so! I really hope so. Maybe we do have a great future, maybe we are going to be such a great singer, maybe we'll going to be an amazing person. What are you going to do today? Maybe going out with friends??? Or having dinner with mum, grandma and our brother? Whatever you do, I hope you enjoy it a lot. Remember this, Vic, you survived all of this **** before, you've been through a lot, you had always move one, and you're going to keep on moving on, to keep on becoming a better person everyday. You're strong. I believe that if these are hard times for you as well, you're going to overcome it as the strong woman you are. So maybe, take this letter as a chance to remember all the things you did in this lapse of five years, tell me. How have you been? Have these years been good ones? How was you're graduation? Did you enjoy it? Maybe, did you dated someone? How did it end? Did it work? Did it not? Do you like someone right now? What about mom, how is she? And your nephew? How is her? What about the trip you planned with your mom, grandpa and friend? Did u make it? Are you living alone, with a friend or with a couple? I'm curious, Vic, have things changed too much? I think you are probably a lot different than what I am now, and I hope you are. I really hope you have find emotional stability, I hope you are now happy with what you are. Wherever you are now, even if you read it late, I love you, Vic, or at least I'm trying to do it. The Vic who's 17 years old is out now, now it's your turn to live a life as best as you can. Have a good life, Vic, and happy birthday once again. My gift to you, is to remember you to listen to doyoungs breathing cover, in case you forgot it.