A letter from May 26th, 2020

Dear bailey, heyy girl how are you! currently we are going through a HUGE pandemic. It's horrible. I am doing ok in life. I have a few friends,not in a relationship but that's ok! who needs a man anyway!! my family isnt doing to well though. my mom and dad are going through a rough patch and its affecting everyone!!! how's cheyenne?? when you get this you will be 19! finally a adult! I'm currently addicted to criminal minds. Spencer reid can punch me in the face and I would be happy lmao. Alyssa is currently my #1 girl. she is sooo nice to me and i love it. we have made so many memories together and i dont think i could ever thank her enough for it. emma. she is someone right now who broke my trust and I dont know what our relationship is. ryan. woo buddy. first lovveeeee...we currently dont really talk much. we left out on ok terms. we used to be best friends but when we broke up it ruined everything. annyywayyssss, how momma? she is going through a lot at the moment with dad being controlling and mean to her she is just not doing her best. She deserves so much but dad isnt giving it to her. my life is crazy no doubt. with all the drama and stuff life can get hard but YOU CAN DO IT GIRLY!!! and a reminder dont change for ANYONE but yourself. do NOT settle for something you know is not good for you or your mental health. okk more questions. I'm currently 13 and wanting to lose weight. have you achieved your goal or did you give up? please please pleaseeeee do not get so unhealthy that you have no motivation to do anything. ok, how's your relationship with your family? is it doing any good. here's something's that I'm OBSESSED with, 1.like i said criminal minds 2.my dog peanut 3.tik tok (toxic though?) 4.9-1-1 (great tv show) 5.nike athletic shorts 6.sweatpants 7.dance moms! (christi and chole!!) 8.doja cat ( being canceled at the moment?) 9.chicken alfredo.....YUM 10. andddd math (crazy right?) morreeee questions, have you graduated yet,are you planning on going to college.(I lowkey wanna go for cosmetics at the moment) anybody special in your life? does he treat you well, if not drop him girlie lmao. are you still friends with allee? are you still friends with nevaeh,haley,and micah? how's your mental state? are you going to counseling? okkkk I'm done but lemme say something to you real quick, YOU ARE ENOUGH, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, YOU ARE WORTH ANYONE'S TIME. but lastly I love you for who you are.-bailey mattson 2020 age 13 ♡