A letter from May 24th, 2020

Csrdea. Dan dsecra i wlihe i ym will a ilfe be fro ntkhi i’m eradyvey of. Ulayctla uto temr all we eeftfsc logn do hte risnrseegp ash nsurt. A r’eew elov ihtw was ’mi nda ievld rorsy ldrow hutthgo lhetyah ohw her hrewe urao,ra ouy tno delov’uw eerv in you thg?utho. A ertaech gongi i lilst to inspsao be fro ma i eahv a do adn it lyrael. Tlyur e’wev et,rbte i ongett i ayrell od khitn. Ttohhgu dunfo yuo dha oyu tinkh ietm hawt deende i teh st’naw ti btu hsit e’wev uoy oevl. Oyu ttah polpee fro adn eht lwrdo lveo wot you owldu edrisfn rfo uyo vhae rae hwo vieg ouy who. Last o’dnt ytlfeqrune oyu ubt and i ot lelba sas,ria eitm i neeadcc takl nrfcs,ea reeemrmb ro eldtak )stra( sltil the. Mhte psot ond’t l’loyu lvingo ihtkn reve i. Thoaluhg a idd ota,ott cpexte ont yuo noe brpaobly ylailnf udolw ew etg. Fcmenarti wokn pmoe ned a hte tqeuo uhht,go ichhw you i t’is wloud vleo fmro. Oelv to i you ypetor ew ilslt more tneh aghohtlu did scfuo reve tirwe on. Teh teg feelgnsi it phles dab otu. Bouta nisgnig lwduo and uor nseapiatso tisll btoh hr’eety ntghis ’rewe klisls thwi asy nda i iigrntw eovimpdr ’vewe. Pu cmhu amorj it ttah loevd i idd os in onw nda ,ylpa sti’ i den rou a. Us ltteuo isvge fro teh hterate kmae esesn nweh tdn’oes an owrdl. Owgnigr cysra ittlle up a is. Ton elki teptry eden od ’di lewl ayn ot awth rse’eth rscitnsnuoit eelveib uoy rfo erllya eerw’ to tbu gdnoi. Ywa ever kinht in i nwo ihs nt’od erits tub w’lle dan dad eh tiwh nto reew’ ceslo eb. Eh rea ttha dan esear a it iwlhe erew donte’s hte jsut ronb wenh wsa n,aip to ist’ oplpee we mbmreere ikd fllliabe toipnrmat. Ttgeon m’mso sorwe. Trswo ahtt therminga i enerv pmerivo but hehatl ryou idd saw nwok aawysl her. Rcigivndo azar vgonim joe opssecr ncaaloir nad het hwti ni rnhot shs’e to fo. Vree htta the ouy taht m’i oto uoy epploe aer ngouy mi’ rewe ysrro oelv rhtu to raeilze dna noly teamn hwo ot sorry uyo,. Atbou ogd,o luhtahog kisd ynol eht ear aazr i nowk. Form a ago asrye no our asw oevmd noe eerdercov ahtt efw rfmo ohme rleyla dan ahs snujti. Ubt ’hsse gniog be fo ldou) sgtnhi z ruo ot a lto sillt girl hwit s(ola hse’s wslaay ronwg hete’rs bbay sye. Eewr i oyu ceasrd knwo ohw. Htgsni bad temi lla wokn ogt nteiveyhrg edmsee owh i dan woh radk teh. Meka i ’mi srdeca asy lwduo hvae emes i nsghti lepeop atth sesl yirgnieftr litls wonk i tbu. Llsit wre’e iggno ymtiaen nto snoo and ncaehg aivle ot atsh’t. Rngaeih erom uoy plseh i eleiibdncr lduow neht yuo ’mi nthki eelziar asy. In em ayw i ouy tub oyu i tnkih to a udpro eededn ot oulwd vile luodw eb ,of ignbe i thta eb htat reemmebr my nvee hree ruodp fo elfi antw rfo. Ton ddi steernw ihwle ’sti btes teh“ do pu edn eryall we ni adn vole i leel,goc c”soh,ol. Si’t we tsarm ubota ew iznaamg reac laelry ruo sabueec are desrga hnew aer tsfuf. Nkwo liwl to fi ’di yas not sure i ’im woh vere i am but ilek i. It tdno’ i acautl htta em it it asw loevd stlil ppyah an pcaees you iao,npss fo nkiht etnh reom na eskam apnt,i i tbu. Lal clpea nsees rylela eth nwiigtr erov oto uyor yan ti si erteni uryo elfi be odluw mseak of os atht. Dna ti oundf chmu ngktinti we ew derti heat otu os. Lhle onaiygnn it’s sa. Uthr erha ti chaer uwldo ucmh ot tbu who to knwo gngoi tou m’i i to rhe ton yuo shti. Ot ddnnrtuaes to refseu im’ adn ilfe tion gtriny let ni rhe ym siltl su i seh wasy cbak turh. I otg no esh ehr msmo eth fkboaeco n,lceryet earmdir pootsh aws. Im’ os hse it hre hcmu egva yuo sroyr thta nda rouy of elov enevr svdredee. Oru ddi i the orf kaeb da,y esbt ecka daem ahdtibry ohrte a luctayla resndif i. Sih is jc enam mih i tnkih eodra wludo dan yuo. Cwhih eorv idd atbou etash rof ate, reevn we gte su lrdngiiref arhdet eht oru. Every jnoye we re!ss(puri we a fro do dnik of ,t eftrfiden ihchw yo!b) kewe do a ’ist cjotsinnie. Oudlc to go hsiw in i i ouy ckab dna atlk mtei. Yuo i thougrh ti deam ttah oesmrip and snhitg bttere etg. Nad yveedary e’oury so haev tath are eepopl erthe ni ilef oruy ot tmhe rshhcei uclyk uoy. Nrt’ea appyh ew btu ee’rw reectpf. Ucd’oelv i owh uoye’r got ouy sbeauec heer hetn reve dmiaieng uoy elov i mero. Rtinyg if ekep oyu i utwdoln’ be rhee tdi’nd. ’tdidn nokw pu rtide i saw i ew yuo too know moisetmes but mngei,ptt gviign os enev ttha. Reeh eolv oyu i adn uoy beascue ayedst ’mi.