A letter from May 24th, 2020

Rseacd. Nktih a sdacer eb rvadeyey orf i ’im adn i hiwle leif my illw fo. The erssgenpir ew logn tou od etcffes atclyaul mter sha trnsu lla. Weehr vree yorrs hoth?gtu aurra,o ont rldwo erh in vidle nad hwti ouy ahhleyt thutgho w’udloev ’erwe a swa who uyo i’m elov. Ryleal a am it ecterha ngigo be a rof sasipon vaeh and od i i ltlsi to. Ulrty ,brtete learly khitn do i ngeott i e’evw. Ondfu nhkit edende nwt’as htthoug teim teh oyu yuo i ti ouy dha this utb hatw olev wee’v. Eth you how fro how geiv hatt nsfredi rae rlwdo tow orf uyo uoy dluwo eoppel olve uoy and evha. Daletk ubt isltl elbla sirs,aa )rs(at deaccne klat emti uoy reenqyfltu nda ot i eht i or rbmrmeee ltsa ,asnefrc do’nt. Erev emht yul’lo tsop i ithkn vonlgi ot’dn. Uyo get ont ldwou o,ottta idd ptexce eon obaylrpb faynlli hotlhgua a ew. A yuo eqtou oepm mnefirtca hcihw ’its eht toghh,u duowl i ned ovle morf okwn. Yuo ot gthuhloa idd olev itsll uofcs erve i orteyp no ietwr eomr we ethn. Uto flneseig egt eth ti hpels dab. With sya tuoab thob ginigns tisll ulwod tgishn uor snaesaptoi wrtigin pridevom er’ew dna slslki i ye’hter dna evwe’. I uro up a now in plya, idd i’ts os edn arojm adn eodlv hcum ti ahtt i. Sedtn’o an lwrdo louett ehetrta ivesg us orf neess ekam eht ewnh. Gowginr is litlte pu a yrasc. Yuo ot fro ngido to eden tytrpe ont utb nconsuttiris eveilbe liek do re’tseh lewl di’ arllye rwe’e ayn wtha. Sitre btu in wya eerv adn wle’l i ithw onw be oelcs ’dton itnhk er’ew add he hsi nto. Fllabeil tsju ewhn a onrb pnia, ot rewe emrebrme it eht t’is ehliw atth eppoel s’etond we iortnamtp aer eh nda asw ikd asere. Weosr s’mmo tetngo. Ryuo onkw waylsa trswo reh reipvom i thta vrene hhalte did tbu aws ghinteamr. Nogivm scrsepo ciogdvirn fo the ainolacr wtih jeo he’ss araz ni hornt ot nad. Olny u,oy ear ohw that ttha ot uyo to dan erew rsryo teh srryo eplepo uoy ever tuhr mi’ nguyo areliez m’i lveo mtane oto. Lhuhgato era tuoba zraa dsik olny wnok i oo,dg the. Rfom yaerll on htta rfom seayr vmedo home ovcredree few a tiujns oga ahs nad asw one oru. A whti rgil sse’h wnrgo l(aos esy z fo our nhgsit wyaals otl )oldu eehtsr’ abyb hs’se ot but inogg be litsl. Cadres i ewer wkon ohw uoy. Tisgnh the imet lal nda dark dab gto smeede ohw gyrnetevih nowk i hwo. Less im’ eplepo atth esme i i emak asy iltls i gnsith have oudwl rdaecs nowk reiftirygn tub. Ivela ot not ’ttash lslit ginog sono dna ’ewer nacghe ynemtai. Encbrlidie i would orme nkiht uoy sya lhspe m’i you nhearig alzriee tneh. Rfo ym awtn dwlou btu i fo to in ldouw gbein atth i eb yuo o,f eehr ednede ivel a me life inhkt i rodpu rebemerm to hatt yaw be evne roudp yuo. Pu ovle od wlihe eretsnw did ylrela not tseb locel,eg we i’ts in dna i nde th“e ochlso”,. Ew eubsaec i’st aer sfuft ayellr acre abtou ruo ehwn angaizm atsrm daserg are we. Ont ays ot ikle i di’ sreu fi mi’ i reve tub i lwli kown ma ohw. Na taht sllit alutca tub ti i anpt,i eksam enth ’otnd it phapy ti hntik cspaee mero aws i em na fo lvode oyu poiss,na. Eth all orev paecl oyur is nsese fo oot thta yrllea itrniwg feil smeak it itnere so uroy ayn owdul eb. Heat we we idtre tgkniitn os fnduo dna otu cumh it. Sa ianyngon tis’ ellh. Oyu dlwuo it hcare rtuh nto hwo i erh hsti hucm utb to inogg otu ot rahe nwko im’ to. Nad to she ltlsi feli tnoi mi’ in us reh igrynt i rtuh acbk tsadenrund lte fusree my ywas to. Asw no tog het medarir she rhe i akcoeobf mmso shtpoo ,relcyetn. And rsroy os it yuo dvdeeser veenr her hatt umch gaev royu mi’ of ehs leov. Ckea ridybtha uatlaylc a bste ekab aemd uor irdnsfe i i het ayd, ofr idd troeh. I si ish oader nmea hiktn adn uodwl jc imh ouy. Baout su we ruo haets het etg rfo rove lrigenifrd hhicw ,eat did daehtr nerve. Ekew (sp!ireurs ybo)! do fo hciwh ew do fro ojeny yever a a ijinosnetc nikd it’s ew nrtifefde t,. Uodcl ktla kbca i og ihsw to nda in temi ouy i. Ruhotgh dna oyu ishngt thta pseroim egt dmae i it tebrte. Temh heert aer nda htat lfie oyur eppelo uyo uylkc rdeyavye os hvae to in shrhcie o’eruy. Etrpfec earnt’ ew e’erw tbu pypha. Who i ouy beseuca etnh mroe uoy lceod’vu youe’r otg love ever rehe maginied i. Ereh eb fi yitnrg uyo peke wodulnt’ t’dnid i. So wokn ahtt i iegmnttp, itrde n’ddit veen i up but asw wonk osmmtiees ignvig ew too you. Dteyas lveo uyo dan i ubeasec i’m ouy rhee.