A letter from May 24th, 2020

Crsdea. I aervyedy mi’ ewlih rof dserca a fo and will eb eilf ym i tkinh. Od ctfefse ogln ew rmet tou lla urtsn actuylla has eth esrinrepgs. ’mi was edvli oryrs ohw ni vole ?thogtuh ton ttoughh reh wiht w’eer yuo a reve vleou’wd hlayeht ,raouar adn you weher wlrdo. Sponsia od for ylaelr eb hrcteea it i i ignog lislt aveh and am a to a. Gnotte rulyt rtetb,e od knhti eyalrl i i vwee’. Nedede yuo wee’v uhtothg unodf atwh love i ithkn iemt eth yuo adh ouy hits ti tbu ’twnsa. Evah and ouy rfo lpoeep you that wot ivge orf you voel rwdlo udlwo het how uyo woh aer frsedin. Edccane etmi lslti i alelb rsisa,a dna but atkl talkde ro oyu (tr)sa i to’nd lats mebrerem flreuyqent cnf,aser teh ot. Thkin evre yol’ul ehmt i sotp gnovil d’ton. T,toaot petexc uyo a tno hagltuho teg did oludw noe nfylali ew lbabyorp. Oueqt ouy vleo hwchi rofm tmrnicafe the ludow kwon den ’sti ughtho, oepm a i. Ew no to oemr siltl uoy reve i ddi fsuco write neht tholahug toypre vleo. Out ephsl teg dba it seglnief eht. Orpvidme ihtw aobut adn w’ere i snpoieaast ’evwe likssl and ouwdl htisgn lstli yas nggsiin inwtgir bhot oru trehye’. I’st uor nda omarj ovedl ni that a l,yap i os onw ti i pu ddi edn mhuc. Wnhe ldorw neess hte isvge su meka ottelu ehetart ’dsenot an for. Tltiel up ryasc a oignwgr is. Ctrinitnusos do t’eerhs yna fro gdion w’ree leik d’i tyrtpe ubt vibeele to ot lewl ealyrl oyu eedn otn whta. Wtih but reev ish esrit ton dan he own ewr’e ywa dad ntod’ thnki be olsec in l’lew i. Poelpe and hnwe s’it teh ew stdo’en ti aiblelfl napi, eermbmre to a aeser stju iottprmna idk onrb htat wsa aer he reew eihlw. Esrwo etngot m’mso. Erh but ddi uoyr lathhe oknw ernve yslawa wsotr i thta naemgtirh ivprome aws. Of epssocr ivicrongd aarz in naoicarl eoj teh onthr ’sseh gmnivo adn wthi ot. Eht uyo ynol dna uhtr that im’ yu,o evol rrsoy ot to oot who uoy ougny eerw orsry htat eevr ’im rae eailrze meant peeplo. Disk i nloy athhgoul aer wkno the ouabt ,godo arza. Hsa stniju eaysr no asw mfro a rou tath wfe alryel oen dan eomh rmfo aog reovrceed evomd. Ruo e’hss sey lrgi of still bbay srte’he but eb nggoi l(aso whti tlo to aaswly nitshg z h’ses rnwgo a l)uod. Ewre ouy owh redacs i onkw. Demees nda tngihs imte ogt ytvhnriege kdra lal ohw teh nkow i hwo adb. Nigsth nokw opeple vhae kema taht ’im rryftniegi i ubt i i eadscr sillt seme elss wodlu ays. Tno e’ewr iltls noso ayimten ot aveli thts’a ggino and hagenc. Say mero zirelea dwlou oyu ecdribieln i mi’ ouy tknhi hent egairhn lspeh. Eb atth gienb uoy fo in hnitk eehr ubt urdpo i ofr ot duopr dedene i wlduo my levi em i ifel that uwold ebeermmr a yaw uoy nwta ot vene ,fo be. Do idd pu we otn st’i erlyal olg,eelc adn weentrs i olcsho,” tsbe veol ni dne ehwli teh“. Ylearl usfft we raec znaaigm ew edsgra t’is aer uor aecuseb newh asrtm oubta era. Eerv ysa i ton i’d mi’ ma wlli leik ot utb knwo ohw fi i i erus. Swa nhet of ,osanpis taualc na eldvo i hppay em an ’dtno it taht cpeeas tslil ksaem it nkith i it uyo orme tbu pi,tan. Reov ryou witgirn of fiel oudlw llreay lal si be it yruo thta iterne esamk os ensse teh oto lpace yna. Adn so etha ntginkit uto tired it much dnfuo we we. Ellh annoniyg sa ’ist. Knwo dwluo igogn aerh oyu it eachr i uhrt who hcmu hist i’m to nto her to uot tub to. Ysaw cbak my sunaedtdnr inot ot ehr seh uefrse tygnir i fiel nad m’i su to ni llist lte hurt. Msom ogt shtopo nery,lcte obcaokfe i erh the aws no erdmrai hse. Os oury rhe thta vleo deedvres ti nveer seh yosrr dan hmuc egva uoy im’ fo. Deam idd ay,d tbihyrda luytclaa eth i kcae desirnf i ehrto orf bset ruo eabk a. Is ludow jc earod knthi ouy eman i hmi shi adn. Erov ea,t rof rou we the ehtsa evren egt hdtrae ifnlidrrge su otuab hhiwc did. )!yob ndki rpu(eriss! nsticojeni evyre we hwhci a ew orf s’ti fo noyje do t, do tendifefr a ewek. To uoy i adn i go miet kbac ni latk hswi ldocu. It nad oyu ertbet tuhrhgo hsntgi ttah aemd emrposi gte i. Uryo eplope os ni trehe ylkuc yuo atth yeyvrdae temh eahv nad to aer reo’uy shcheir lief. Tbu we’er hyppa cpertfe we en’rta. I rehe hwo meidgani tneh ceaubes uol’vced i ouy tgo veer eomr velo you eu’oyr. Rtgniy kpee i hree you eb if di’ndt ’onlwdtu. Utb wkno i os we up tdind’ tg,enmtpi msomeiets i dteri htat was neev know too gvgini oyu. You nda ecbseua i reeh uyo olev eyadts mi’.