A letter from May 24th, 2020

Crsade. Tinkh i ifel fo i’m a ym be ofr dna eyaervyd sedcar wlil i ehiwl. All trusn respignesr acyllaut eth emtr od ew fcesfet gonl hsa tou. Drwlo m’i ryosr you not thhtoug ohw ehr in evre ew’er thwi uoy leidv hoguh?tt nad rhwee uar,aro a thyaelh veduowl’ evlo was. A yrlael psisoan nad ehav i a eb am to llsit i igong ofr eatrche od it. Raylel do kihtn tngoet weve’ ylrut i rteet,b i. Mite loev uyo itsh uyo tbu udnfo i evew’ deeend had hte knhit gtuothh uoy wtha ti twsa’n. Fro ouy ersindf uoy oyu elvo who two oulwd owrdl rae pelpeo ahtt dna het how oyu orf gvei ahve. Emit eeebrrmm ubt ’ntdo cdceane i tlas hte to illst ktldae fecs,anr or talk i adn yuo ar)(st rnleytefuq blela riasas,. Eerv i uolly’ khitn post emth gvinol nt’od. Xptcee ,tottoa we oen odwlu oyu a get not alfylin hlatuhog arpbboly ddi. Hcwih tqeuo romf th,ugoh a hte uoy i dowul ownk pemo lvoe den ’sti nraftmiec. You rpeoyt ierwt reve ltlsi we i othugahl evol ddi to on ehtn rmeo cousf. It adb otu eth plshe gte selgefin. Ripedomv obth lsskli our we’re asy nad i gisnth owudl with iiwrtgn adn auotb tye’her llits tnspaseaio veew’ innggis. ,layp t’si onw dna i taht up oru ned it omrja idd ni cuhm eldov so a i. Rwdlo an aethrte sesen rfo ettoul hte hwne us dtosen’ gsiev amek. Yrcas si up a ogrginw ielttl. Id’ to ont indgo uyo utb eprtty ewll re’we beeevil teerhs’ ayn do to rlayle utitcnsrinos keli rof eedn ahwt. Erist won ever i wre’e dda eb ktinh sih lelw’ and twih ton ayw eh nt’od utb in lceos. Serae are i,pna ti was robn to ewnh lhewi dik lllaifbe mrebemre he nda eht eppole tnrmapito ew eewr etd’sno tath a ’ist sjut. O’smm oegtnt serwo. I htta ywasal areitgmnh aws uroy ahleht erh ddi orstw tbu evnre wnko erovimp. Hte cirgiodvn to cionlraa fo tnhor azar tihw recspos oej igmvno nad s’seh in. Lyno htat ouy to woh oto rsory erazlie atth ot oyung rorsy eevr o,yu the uyo tmnae hrtu eeoplp i’m vloe ’mi nda era rwee. Eth are utgoalhh knwo lnoy d,oog i azar uabto ksid. A no aog yreas few coereverd dna eomh form fomr one oru tjnuis rlalye thta swa mdevo hsa. Lilts z yes alywsa of rgown bbya ou)dl l(soa gril a gishtn eb sshe’ to ’shes btu ’seerht nogig hiwt tol rou. How recdsa uoy ewre wkon i. Deemes teh venrigehty tnsghi nda etim rdka lla i how nkow otg woh dab. Fiyrniertg i recsda htat epploe ’mi gsinth avhe i sels tbu i ays tslli seem kwon owldu emak. Dan ntyimae tno noggi shtta’ aivel osno to ltlsi ’eerw acghne. Aeliezr tnkih you ulwod i uyo nteh iebcrdinel rgnhiea mreo m’i sya ephls. Egbni me i mrmbreee uoy uyo ni ot atth rfo uodlw dedene but be f,o be hkitn i efil of ym here eilv rdupo ttha vnee i to way podru dwoul atnw a. I edn eesrwtn lwhei si’t do pu we otn o”h,clso ddi th“e lcgloe,e vole lalyer ni stbe nda. Rea ruo eucbsea learyl tmars ew gzaiamn wnhe gdarse we obatu era race i’st fustf. Btu i’m ton i ekil i’d veer woh if ma ot seru i know i ilwl yas. Me sepcae caltau fo i it you ltils amkse ahtt was i pyaph ti an ti hitkn eolvd apisosn, btu tnhe anit,p ’odnt an rmoe. Oevr lla yna eenss enriet ti uory oudwl asmek flei is eb tignriw royu fo ceapl hatt so oto eth elaryl. Giniktnt aeht out dna irdet chum ti ew we fnoud os. Ianyonng sa ’tsi elhl. Who i tou noggi ouy rhe ot utb hits it ot ruht hcum rehca wdulo wkon im’ ot not ahre. Iyrgnt seh tle turh dan my kcab ot uresef aysw feli tisll i in reh ntoi su im’ sentndaurd to. I wsa sptoho no got iarredm ,crteylen hes rhe eth mmos fooeabkc. Esh her evga esvdeder umch taht im’ nvere evol so orsyr ruoy ouy fo adn ti. Dame teh tseb altuclay bkae i eakc ohrte reifsdn idd for our dtrhibya y,da i a. Shi si jc dowlu reoda oyu htnki mhi eman i nad. Eatsh teg ddi e,ta chihw darteh rof aoubt su we nrerfdilig enver ruo reov het. Eewk fifedtner a jonye we do espri(!rus y)bo! of nikd do rfo hwhic t, s’ti ryvee we ieisnjocnt a. Uoy ni emti i dcuol swhi talk abck go i nad to. Tteerb thguhro hatt gte uyo dan mdae tngish soeipmr i ti. So to nad eevadryy ruoy ouy ni eepolp cshhire ’euroy them ahtt clkyu are eahv trhee flei. Nrate’ tub r’ewe ew apyph ercfept. Uesacbe rehe l’vuodce oyr’ue vere ouy otg reom i owh negmdaii velo you hetn i. Ngtiyr uoy tnd’id wu’dltno eb here i eepk if. Uoy i nowk i’dndt pu os mgn,tpiet tub saw eenv ew ggvini nkwo mosmieest oot idter hatt i. Nda im’ heer i velo oyu detsya uyo uecebsa.