A letter from May 24th, 2020

Sadrec. Nda a inhtk fo i ewilh secrad i leif i’m iwll be eeyraydv ym ofr. Tcllayau rmet ew all het lgon od tuo srpegirens tsceffe ash nusrt. Sryro aarour, uoy htwi wordl swa in eovl gothtuh rhe im’ ivedl dew’uovl ewerh latheyh not ’eerw reev owh oyu adn thgoht?u a. Certeah iposasn gnoig ma a heav od ti a ot yelral itlls i i be orf nda. Ee’vw i i e,rtbet do htnik uyrlt eotgnt elryal. Deeend you noudf ouy e’vew imet a’wtns thaw uyo hsti tkhin vole utb ti ughotth i het dha. Era uowdl ouy woh rfo lrdow eth ttha and oyu uoy rfo two sirnfde how eeplop aveh ivge uyo loev. Laleb qlfeutenry to i tsal teh you ecnedac fears,nc i ar()st aedktl utb aktl ro ars,asi emti rmbereme dna lltis ’ntdo. Vilngo meht ihnkt yll’ou erve spto i ot’dn. Noe uoy we dulwo idd otta,ot ectxep lnyfail boyblapr tge a ulhaoght ont. Eht i ouqte peom i’ts rfecamtin onwk edn odluw ihwch elov a uoy h,uothg morf. Eirtw uoy ptyore i vleo ot did stlil csofu hten hhgutoal eorm no eerv we. Hte tge ti geeflsin plhes dab otu. Dan ’reew adn boht t’eryhe i tuoba ssikll piaaenssto pderomvi nisnigg hiwt wnritgi sllit dwulo our ays wvee’ ginhts. Own i that vedlo dne a ni morja dan mchu pay,l rou idd ti it’s so i up. Orf eakm lttueo whne na nssee otsden’ siveg the trtehea us orlwd. Pu ongriwg crsay lteitl is a. Tahw scntsuroiitn ot od uoy eivlebe w’ere orf kile etrpyt di’ eedn alryel utb nay ton ingod ot llwe rht’see. ’eerw itwh nto esirt ’ndto shi ywa dna oecls eb eh i reev nwo kihnt in ’wlel tbu dda. To sjut rewe eh sonted’ dik ibllfale nad ’its eht a esera tpitaronm era we ahtt ebreremm it ip,an hwne brno peolpe eihwl saw. M’som ttegno orwes. Ernve saw your idd i utb aslyaw kwno ehr latheh vpoimre rtsow that imnhgtare. Hrtno fo ’essh niracaol ovmngi oej dgicirovn twih to nda ecosspr ni eht azar. Ungyo dan love too taht mi’ who yoln peploe roysr to eht uyo to im’ yuo rrsoy azeeilr evre ear htta u,yo ewer amnet rthu. Only og,od otbau are zaar hte i kdis nwok aohthlug. Rvoeecder a uinjts yesar fmor gao orfm eno wef wsa mhoe no sha taht ruo dna vdmeo llarey. Rou gtnish but byba o)udl sesh’ t’reseh z fo irlg be slitl la(os e’ssh whti ywasal ot a tol ggion yes rogwn. Cdeasr erwe i know you woh. Hwo rhiegventy nad het msdeee shtngi rdka i owkn abd otg ohw lal teim. I stlil seem ssle htta ploepe im’ but rtfeynirgi wonk gtnsih drcaes asy emak i have dlowu i. Nto htst’a ggino ewe’r nad onos ivlae ahncge lltsi anitemy ot. Mreo uyo tkihn cbiieernld lsehp ouy hent wluod i m’i ngeahri ays azerlie. Ym rhee ,fo eenv i i lief ot ni pdruo yuo hatt uoy luowd ywa htta nbieg watn utb rbemmere to me i owdlu eb uorpd nddeee eb tikhn of ievl a rof. ’sit dna i alreyl nto ovel ddi ewtrsne do loegcl,e “the we ho”,cslo ned in ewhli esbt pu. Ew erca fstuf ear our tbaou aleyrl amstr sti’ amnaigz enwh ew era erdgsa caubsee. Ot tbu owh i lwil i fi rvee sya am i’d i not mi’ nkwo kiel ersu. Of iatpn, tn’od oevdl maske ti it sllti kihtn em enth mroe i ttah an i tcuala ti tbu an aos,snpi yuo hypap swa pseaec. Yuro of oto meaks ssene ruoy ireent yarlle lal ayn eb lief ulwdo thta tirwing veor is the it os calpe. Dan tiknintg rtdei we ahte uot so ti ew noufd cmhu. Lehl ganyonni tis’ sa. Oyu ehcar wokn ginog ldwou trhu i to ti ton out tsih reh uhmc to tbu to hear m’i hwo. My nerundtads igtyrn seeurf ckba nad ot to otni etl ni mi’ su aswy reh hrtu she isllt life i. Irardme no ofockaeb the ogt reyctnel, somm oohtps ehs swa i rhe. Ryosr erevn nad os esh levo atht edevders oyu oyru fo ehr ’mi aevg humc it. Nrsiedf i threo ckae did a rbiyhdta aemd i our etsb aaylltuc ,dya fro akbe hte. I si ihm uyo redoa uwldo jc nema ish nda ihnkt. Ew us ddi eht boaut nvere eta, etg irfgrinlde our hetas rof rove ihwhc etahrd. Ts’i nkdi fo wkee r!r(spseui ,t yeerv ejyon we hhcwi tnoijscien !yob) do ew tdnefreif a a for do. I whsi kcba ot dan i yuo latk in teim clduo go. Ahtt you osmirep ughroth egt nhtigs mead ttbree dna it i. In atth eyrayved uoy peploe treeh them life nad re’oyu rae lcyuk hvae so sicrehh to uory. Eew’r we a’nrte pahpy rpcetfe btu. Olev rhee ’eyour then gdiiamen eucvdo’l veer otg i hwo oyu you i rmoe busaece. Eb hree fi tdidn’ ntdlw’ou i ntiryg peke uoy. Oot pin,emgtt i htta ew up so utb asw uoy moesitmse nkow vgingi kwno i eenv idetr tidn’d. Dna eher you ’im vloe i csabeue saeytd uoy.