A letter from May 24th, 2020

Darcse. I i ym ’mi lwli ntkhi yeyarvde rfo sadcre a eilf eb liweh fo dna. Ash retm lal od gonl tlylcaua eht eisergprsn out esffetc we rstun. ,auroar wdolr vere ni dna evwdu’lo aws tiwh otn love who eewr’ evldi tgthuoh yosrr hre a herwe you ’im oyu hhleaty hgu?toht. To and ognig a i reylal hrteeac a paoissn rof litsl ti ma od i eb ahve. Tnoteg od teetr,b i wee’v lrtuy i ayller tkhni. Had eth uohthgt etmi antsw’ uyo enedde i dnuof vee’w htwa uoy tbu it vleo uoy tnhki tsih. Ohw rof oyu who egiv wuodl uoy wot you eoeplp and uyo rae vahe hatt ofr ldorw eht rndsefi ovle. Or ktla uyo ascefr,n s)ra(t het tbu sllti slta eemrbmre dan ’ndto i qfrutnelye lblae rai,ass i to temi aecnedc telakd. Dnt’o ethm ulyo’l nliogv reev ihntk i stop. Oto,att did etexpc ont eno uhlogtah tge oyu a wodul royblbap aiynllf ew. Ouy moep love a tficenmra tueoq uoh,ght ofrm i is’t hiwch edn eht wnko wduol. Loev i on we rvee etiwr tlsil aughloth rome ouy optyre ot enht cosfu did. It hte out bda epshl sifengel get. Itgshn wdlou ovdpemir ginigsn nda ispoansate i e’evw whit killss threey’ sya erw’e ruo dna twrinig atobu bhto lilst. Ruo onw al,yp so and i uchm i a ni that ’sit it idd dne aormj pu vldoe. Ndset’o nweh na rethtea rof mkae the esens teltuo dlrwo us gseiv. A is ltteli gngwori pu carys. Evibele ’terhse tbu edne nto inusriconstt iogdn ’eerw lkie earyll nay whta od pttrey wlle uyo to to ’id for. Own oslec dna evre ton knhit w’ree be d’nto ubt retsi i he ni iwth dda wya hsi w’lle. Nda rmebmree kid obnr seare a to aiflebll ewre i’ts nedsto’ eht ewhil nwhe eolppe nipa, we timprotna rea hatt saw eh ti tusj. Owesr ngeott os’mm. Ddi kwon saw evren awlsya pvreoim but her i aermhitgn hlahte thta rostw ouyr. Ni fo escrpso hte hitw irdonvcig h’sse raaz cloriaan orthn and miognv jeo ot. And hrut nylo ouy oot how ryrso ,yuo to reew eth ieazrle ’im etnam to uyo htat vleo rea erev eelpop oungy thta ’im rsroy. Eht nkow aer do,og zaar batuo hhtgloau i kids noly. One ruo orecvrdee no eomvd esyra gao mrof nad omeh that alyler sah few a iujnts fomr saw. Shgitn ongwr lto yes eb byba rou seeth’r tub noggi h’sse tsill se’hs ot a wtih od)lu z wsyaal (oals gilr of. Who i aredcs rewe know oyu. Dab nsghit owh radk i tog ownk tnievhyreg lal nda owh ietm teh smedee. Owkn hvea hisntg gnfrertyii uldwo i i that asy elss i isltl mees peolep ekam ecrdas im’ tub. H’tast not aivel nsoo lslti ignog nad inmtyae we’er cnaehg ot. Erazeli benideirlc nhiegra mi’ nitkh i dlowu ays ehnt ouy meor leshp yuo. I a eended ot yaw fro elfi updro nhitk be ni i ouy fo atht veli here gbeni atnw oudrp be em lwudo i of, uyo woldu ttha ym enev mbemreer tub ot. Up olev did ht“e nda in ont ’tsi sholo”,c rewnste do g,lceeol we alrlye lihew tseb i nde. Raylel rae baueces anazmig sdraeg reca rtsma we sit’ ftsuf rea uro hwen we autob. I if am ’id i ot hwo rsue but illw nto klie say erve know mi’ i. Seecap na,tip htta it you na it aactlu yppah an ubt lilts em ispna,so fo it tiknh moer ’dtno eldvo wsa i i neth asmke. Lla ti so kmsae ruyo of uryo ayn udolw het tath too enietr lepca yralle lief snese iiwrgnt eb is evro. Os uot we it cumh ufnod etidr tintgnki teah ew dna. ’ist as ynnaonig lhle. Uoy dluwo woh ownk eharc to ihst ehar ot ont ggoin umhc i ’im her it to tub tou thru. Us utrh nanetudsrd dna to swya im’ my in lte she feresu girnty cbka tllsi ehr lief otin ot i. Reh thposo irdearm seh neerlt,yc wsa tog teh i on omms bkoocaef. Ti erven of mhuc mi’ rhe uoy voel ryou she so dsevered rosry ttah vgae nda. Our i eht yda, bake otreh a best edma ddi aekc thiybdar dnisfre lalucayt i rof. And i is dluwo ouy mih aored mnae sih jc nhkit. Did ,ate we fro rneev teh gte sateh ruo us inrflgrdei atrhde hhiwc uabto vore. Icwhh od we insotjiecn i’st of ew a a ,t yvere do o!)yb teeiffndr indk weke rof enoyj prsui(!res. Ni nda ot yuo bcak iemt duloc i go latk i whis. Hgtisn brette ttah dan uoy i mdea ti tge huroght iremspo. Rthee to nad ruyo os tmhe yraeedyv ulkcy tath aer in hvea opeepl elfi you yeor’u ihsrhce. Ypahp ’rneat ew ubt eer’w feecprt. Oyrue’ oerm eerv eebausc eaidimng i gto eclvo’ud owh uoy i yuo lvoe enht hree. Eehr nddi’t if wnuoldt’ yuo ekep be i grityn. Pu i owkn ubt oot i kwon ntddi’ saw igigvn ew so eevn ouy tmoeismse ttha ridet tg,epintm. Olev yuo mi’ nda ouy hree esubcea i sedtay.