A letter from May 24th, 2020

Scdrea. I eb ym evydyare nda hiwel im’ sdcera a will ofr ilfe i nkiht of. Metr ew pregenrsis tou do lla nlog sah effsect lalyucta rusnt eth. A tehalyh ni divel im’ dowrl hwo rhe uoghtth rvee e’rew ihwt ru,oara you ?thtghou oevl eerhw nda ouy vedw’ulo ont aws osyrr. To ma i a od iggno nda yaller eb i onsisap erctahe tlisl ti eahv for a. Lraely ee,trbt i nkhit ’weve do i rlytu ogttne. It hda eht ewv’e ededne snw’ta oyu ktinh i oyu tsih but ufnod evlo you tmei htwa guhhtot. Olwrd and owt eavh uoy rea hatt you for yuo woh opeple ofr who het vegi defnsri ldowu voel yuo. Efcna,sr ro edccena hte ktla dna dot’n sas,ari emerbmer r)ast( i yuo to i tlsa sitll kltdae eqtfrenuly tub lleba mtei. I glovni ylulo’ tkinh htem pots erve d’ont. Oluwd did a olhgahut uyo abbylrpo tttoao, tpecex etg noe ton ew alliynf. Mope omfr s’ti eth hhwci yuo a i euoqt nimatrfec vloe uwldo ned ugtohh, nkow. Ew oyu ewrti did erypto no i slilt ot hoatulgh eomr reve levo neth fcosu. Ti tge sleph eth tuo dba gneseilf. Otbua e’erw dan siltl tgshni gnriiwt ngginis i say ntaesispoa uowdl ee’rtyh adn weev’ twhi rpievdmo lsskil tohb oru. I hmuc our pa,yl did up ti is’t ovled wno that nad ni os jomar i end a. An sesen odrwl teh make rateteh utleot enwh su orf sgeiv ’dstneo. Ietltl si nggwior rsyac a up. Ot do we’re d’i otn ndee ttcrisniuson uoy wlel setr’eh velbeei ubt arelyl fro kile nya ot yrptte whta doign. Vree twhi ’llew own ni be e’erw ontd’ ithnk tub estri his lecso he dan dda nto ayw i. Idk tsju we ot bnro remrbeme eewr ni,ap saw esare he sit’ tormtnipa that it oleepp ilealfbl aer a deonts’ hte hnwe ewlhi dna. Ntoteg o’msm reows. Uoyr yasawl rtwso rneve reh kwno atht tub i ovrimpe asw ddi aelhht ghertnmai. Goimvn e’ssh zara fo oepcrss oej ot gviocirdn twhi ohtnr in eth cnraalio adn. Etman vole lezirea hwo eth oto uyo nad veer ,ouy im’ are ruth ’mi ysror oyu ot to thta uyngo tath eerw olpeep lony srryo. I iksd wnok halhogtu are the o,odg yoln rzaa batuo. Eredvroec dmeov uro aog mofr ohme nda jnisut on asw ewf rfmo one rseay a has ylelra htat. Abyb gitshn eb a rou es’sh lo(as z fo niggo sey twhi ot alwasy sreteh’ tbu worgn tisll od)lu shes’ tol glri. Srdace i woh eewr oknw you. Teh lla teim i eesdme and htigns gto thvngierye who adb owh arkd wonk. I onkw btu eahv tlsli less scader i oduwl ’im aekm esem ghnits asy thta i fiyrregnti lopepe. Tlils lavei ht’ats hagenc onigg soon adn ’weer tno ytaneim to. I uoy lshpe ermo sya uyo wdluo mi’ kthin ehnt aielrze angheir elbnricide. Eevn to tath ouy for eerh i of, evli i ym rdpou eb a olduw awtn you way eremremb tkhin ebnig utb i ni me updro odluw fo to be ilef htta eneded. Ddi od srwetne te“h ryllae i nde ew sl”o,hco eihlw tno lceelog, pu in sbte eovl si’t nad. Ruo smrat aer touba ew ecaseub ew t’is sfutf ellayr wneh ear reca aamznig radsge. To eerv i d’i how okwn ielk fi ysa tub not seru lwli am i i i’m. Osasi,np aatucl it erom na ttah uyo htink na em vleod ontd’ paeces aws sllit it pni,ta but nhte i it of yapph i akesm. Too be oyur os emkas eth tath inigrwt rellya eorv snese wlduo reetni uoyr ifle fo pelca si ti yan lla. And tntgnkii ditre uto ehta dnfou we hcum ew it os. Yiagnonn i’st as hell. But uhmc i ot ton urth hre uoy iths mi’ ot iogng erah ohw oknw uwold ot otu rhcae it. Cbak ot reh she dan urht in awys m’i i su let itno eifl to eurfes my nrusanddet giytnr stlli. Hes on meairrd was oceofkab i mmos tog spthoo eth rhe ntcyler,e. Yuo so fo it yruo sereeddv hmcu rysro htta evga ’mi venre seh nad voel erh. Eakc a yratdibh oru i taaylulc hroet estb i meda eabk serinfd eht da,y ddi fro. I mih uyo dan sih mean jc dwluo is rdoea khtni. Thesa ihwch us ew uor hadrte rof eat, ubtoa dnfrlieirg ddi renve reov etg teh. Nkdi icenjionst do u(i!spresr a rfo of a ,t we ’sti od eeyvr ynjoe which we ewke edtrifnef y)o!b. To adn ouy meit i og acbk i ni ldocu altk shiw. I gnsiht uyo dmea gte atht it eetrbt nad sireopm torhuhg. Leppeo yuro vhae yvedryea lfei ’yuore dan rteeh taht are in ot ethm uckly os oyu isehcrh. We phapy but pcretef t’nare ’rewe. Ouy vloe dv’cuoel ohw ever uoy tgo hetn i beesacu i eerh iiadngem emor oryu’e. Dtdi’n igrnyt you eher fi peke be ouwdl’nt i. Tpetmgni, so asw vnee i oot i tnid’d gvniig misesoetm pu kwon wnok atth ew detri but you. ’im yuo reeh teydsa love nad i seacbeu oyu.