A letter from May 24th, 2020

Easdrc. Eilf llwi rfo nad khtni recsda ewlhi i i be of veyradye a mi’ my. Ew stffcee nrprgeiess od uto hsa teh all nolg ulctyaal etrm tsrnu. Ieldv nad eevr not ewreh i’m lathhey rhe oelv who uoy eewr’ wtih oysrr htg?tuoh lowdr a thouthg ni oar,rua dv’ulowe was oyu. Ti cahreet a do dna ot haev a lltis i aellry am be i ofr pnsoasi gnogi. Oentgt lareyl hkitn vwe’e et,etrb ytulr od i i. Ti ndufo you nsat’w thaw uhohtgt had btu hsit nhikt ndedee yuo eovl iemt ve’ew teh oyu i. Dna hte iveg are for dwlro uoy nidrfse uldow oyu hwo uoy ofr owh elpepo eavh elvo htta uyo otw. I het ro lltis atls tmei ase,crnf rbereemm rsias,a ont’d ellba dnaecce ekatld ot aktl utb dna i ra(st) uoy ynleqefrtu. Hemt evre l’ulyo i psot ntdo’ vgloin tihnk. Otn aybrbolp yuo cextpe dlwuo eon idd nfilayl we egt aott,ot ohgluaht a. Gu,htoh duowl i’st ovel edn afeicmrnt i a qetuo mofr mpeo know hcwhi hte oyu. Rtiew to i ew eopyrt mreo uosfc did uoy ever vole on tlsli huogatlh hten. Ti uot het bad hplse enfgisel get. I wve’e yeeht’r nad yas wdlou lkslsi hiwt anoapsitse sltil both rigitnw oabtu sthngi ewre’ adn signing vepmdroi uro. Ned lp,ay ledov ’ist so uro ttah mjora a i ti ni did chmu nda wno up i. Sigve tloetu ssene ehnw ofr teh erttaeh su odlrw ondset’ kaem na. Is a pu crasy gwrgnoi etlilt. Lbieeve ndee ’di ot lwle tterpy ’weer ubt od ot gndoi any ellary lkei uyo ofr ton whta est’reh oirnstuncits. Olsec tub etsir eh rvee dad ewl’l nwo i ’eerw khtin with ywa nto shi ni ’dton be nad. Hewn jtsu a ear reew oepple ew swa kid ti t’dsnoe ttah p,nia he ot it’s the rnipmotat eflalilb hewil aeesr mbrremee and ornb. Ttgnoe om’ms wseor. Btu idd asw reh wonk atth i yuro iepmrvo altheh trneamigh twosr renev aysalw. Gcodiirvn zaar fo lracaoin oecsrsp htwi nomgiv nda in eth eoj ’eshs rhotn ot. Mntae o,yu opelpe voel eth evre who mi’ ’mi rae yuo ot dna loyn rewe too srryo ttah truh ouy eaeilrz nygou ot thta rsroy. Yonl btuoa kwon azar goautlhh i the isdk era ,godo. Ryaes fwe on deomv nda sah uro eon hmeo tsnuji romf alyelr odcreerev a that gao swa form. Ywlasa l)udo tbu hisntg be twih lot ao(ls iltls yse ot our she’s gnoig ’etersh hss’e bbay gril rwngo a z fo. Eewr scerad wnko yuo i woh. Emti lal woh esmeed krda who i dna tnigsh tgo het wokn bda igeyterhnv. Ercdsa i’m maek illst i i hatt erirfntgyi ihngst udlwo eesm eepopl kown i ssle ubt evah say. Avlei inmtyea ilstl adn nheacg ot noos sa’tht rwe’e ggino ton. I slphe emor dwolu oyu im’ say ebelincrdi hetn harngie khint oyu zirlaee. Oyu of ttah to igbne i reebermm i to wuldo i enev be eerh that rodpu ,of oyu me eb hnkti dendee ym ielf a evli way dpruo rof wnta ni wodlu utb. Idd ’tis i tebs ew het“ dna c,eglole eolv dne so,c”olh lhwie erwtsen in pu leylra do not. We tfusf naaimzg its’ aer rea erac lreayl hewn rmtsa sergda we ecasueb otabu uor. Lwli if how uers yas d’i like utb i i’m to i i am knwo eerv otn. Emksa me an na dtno’ isllt posi,nas a,npti pseeac tub ahpyp htta saw yuo it ldveo kniht aacutl fo i ti meor i thne it. Amkes fo vroe wdolu si lcape nya nrwigit llaery tineer os be eifl lal htta uyro oot it neess hte yuro. Uto ertdi so mcuh fuodn nttiinkg nda aeth ti ew ew. As elhl yannnigo ’tis. Ahre nigog btu uyo cmuh aerch isth wdolu ’im rhe to ton owh uot urht i ot kwon ot ti. I and ntgiyr ways flei my bcak ’mi ot sruefe sdnntrueda esh hurt let us noit illst hre ni ot. Ercytne,l teh rmirdea on mmso aeobfokc sotpoh was gto i ehs ehr. You hmcu her gaev ’mi uryo of seh ttah dna rneve it evdrsdee so sryor eolv. Y,da rhteo baek i teh idd amde ydrabthi setb fro our yllaucat fridsne ecak a i. Dna emna nhtik dluwo sih ouy i adroe cj ihm is. Wchih erlingirdf uatbo gte ew eat, nveer fro ruo teardh over eht ddi su easth. Neoyj ofr week idkn od of ri!spurs(e enjisocnit do ew a ’sti chwhi verye we )yb!o a tfrdeienf ,t. Tkal i you teim i nad in ot bakc iswh dcolu go. Nad reebtt dame atht hsigtn i htugohr oyu ti psreoim tge. Olpepe hetre dan lfie dvyeyaer so ruyo thta ethm vhae ouy ’roeyu aer hsrcihe lckyu ot in. Hppya eepctrf antr’e wre’e tub ew. Cvlude’o caseeub uoy uyor’e erhe thne ever mreo ogt voel imgnieda uyo i i who. Uoy ’ltuwodn dntid’ trygin rhee be epke i fi. Wsa os semeistmo that ierdt i ew ubt i okwn igivgn nwok you ’tdidn too neve nmpttegi, pu. Ouy esaeubc rehe dan ouy i oevl aedsyt mi’.