A letter from May 24th, 2020

Ersdca. Ilewh a my lwil eascrd eilf orf yedyaerv i adn fo eb mi’ i nthki. Ew all ssergnprei ash tsnru llcytaau trem logn otu fefsect eht do. Orsry lwodr nda ni hre duole’wv altehhy thtugoh uaora,r yuo a ton rw’ee reve th?thoug owh ’mi where oyu dielv ihwt asw veol. Nda eehartc ofr i ot anoisps a i avhe do leraly be a am sltli ti noggi. Tulyr etognt i od i ikhnt veew’ learyl beetrt,. Hda voel what duonf but ’weev ihts ugthhto it thikn etmi oyu i ouy teh you wsta’n nedeed. Nsiefdr vaeh ttah hte rea rof you how wot udwlo you odwrl loppee love for dna who uyo veig ouy. Efnrs,ca nad cedeanc dkelat ubt ot lealb i tllis )t(rsa atsl i ermmeerb tlka eth or as,iasr yuo nrulyefteq ndt’o emti. Tpso reev meht i ndo’t olnivg lolu’y hkint. Ddi egt ilnylfa nto uoy a tto,aot lhhuoagt xcepet we eno bproyabl ldwou. Fratcnmei ownk t’is het elvo ohgut,h uyo eomp form i louwd ihwch a etuoq edn. Gatohuhl velo omer i ddi on tnhe yuo ot repoty slitl ofucs iertw ew reve. Uto gte ti teh nflseeig psehl dba. I pvroidme ithw ’wree hobt and lslti nirwgit snaipostea ginnisg igsnth eey’hrt wdoul ikslsl oru dna ysa ew’ve otaub. It did lyp,a won jroam os i a pu taht i in edn ruo ti’s dan delvo chum. Sesne wenh ekam rwold su ofr otlute vsegi na ’tnosde hteerta the. Pu si carys letitl a igrwngo. Eilk to but gondi not athw snuttcniorsi fro od ewll lrlaey e’rtshe tetpry ee’wr ot ende eveebil oyu ayn d’i. Nad e’lwl he ni ubt eb tno ihs ayw dda esrti i nwo evre lceos wtih nkith nod’t ewr’e. Na,pi pramnotit atth weer to kdi eraes we eeoppl whiel eth he rerebmem aer dan o’tsden utjs ellfbial ti robn ehwn ’sti was a. M’oms ntoetg swreo. Iproevm aylwsa hatt ehr nevre utb amrnhiget otrws i was wonk hhtlae did oyur. Oej idcnigrov eth araz nvgmoi fo s’esh itwh clarnoai adn ni rtonh ot seosprc. Ohw mi’ ewre ot uoy rosyr ear vloe ygonu thru eht htta irzeela poeple ntmea tath syror i’m too noly rvee dan to oyu uo,y. Uhhatolg onyl ear d,oog zara uatbo i isdk teh wokn. No mheo ofmr adn utnijs was noe reecreodv eovmd sah orfm fwe a sarye elrayl ruo hatt oga. Eb shse’ z shse’ utb gnogi rou tol a (losa aybb tehrs’e rgil tihw l)duo illst ngihst sey worgn of to lyaasw. I eewr caerds how yuo wkno. Gethyiernv onwk eth isgthn ietm krda hwo tog i bda nad eeesdm lal how. I rntiiregyf i emse maek itsll esls btu htta hngsit i pleepo uwdlo ahve say sdecra onwk mi’. To ont atht’s slilt er’ew ynaemit and ggnoi sono ailev gncahe. M’i orme pslhe nihearg i htink aezrlie ysa brnclideei etnh wlodu ouy ouy. Twan ,fo atht ldouw uyo genib rpdou yaw i ouy to my eb needde i atth rhee btu a oldwu to of ilev me eb ihknt eenv rfo ifle upodr rmembere in i. Ton twersne lveo ni tesb tsi’ he“t nda we od pu ihewl ool”shc, i eec,lglo end ylrale ddi. St’i raec uffts ngizmaa we ceuseba our era tuoba we leyalr rea ratsm wenh sdegra. Llwi rsue yas i fi ohw nkwo d’i ilke i im’ btu ma ever i to not. I it ahtt ti ucalat saw ’ontd nteh tub i me yhppa an skame it uoy tihnk aeescp of an rmeo veodl npa,oiss pt,ina slilt. Hatt oruy kemas be of feil elpac yaller is yoru it senes uoldw eovr any the gtinirw reneit lal so oto. Ufodn mcuh it os rdiet nad gintitkn we thae uto ew. Elhl sit’ iagynonn as. Ton htru ehr oyu to mchu arhe uto ti aechr this ubt to lwudo gonig to nwko ohw i im’. Rasddnetnu to ehr trhu dna elfi seh aysw us rtginy in ckab ot tisll into im’ my etl i fueser. Hre nrey,telc no was got mdreria i the hotsop esh ackbofeo msmo. I’m uyo ahtt erh oryu loev os uhcm of it eederdsv vega nad hse rrsoy nerve. Ddi ryadhbit eht tesb i htore i keab lcyatlua nfeisdr uor y,ad a rfo emad kcae. Nad loudw mena edaor is cj imh i uyo kthni his. Rfo ew uro trhaed chhiw did ,aet grdiiflern evern hte gte ovre heats taoub us. Ew jyoen for indk hichw yob)! do od t’is of t, eervy a tiefnerdf a cjesotnnii ewek ew epius!(srr. Temi i nda to i ni lkta go abkc iwsh uyo codul. Taht it sigtnh i sormepi hhougtr yuo etrebt mdae teg dan. Mteh in ear ykulc yyvderae uyo iefl os ro’eyu adn ryou lepeop hieshcr eahv hetre ot atht. We pftrcee ubt aentr’ w’ere paphy. Gto ouy thne reeh i uyo ovle i ur’yoe ueaebcs mdieinag ouvcd’le owh vree remo. Rehe ygnrti if unl’dowt be peek i ddtin’ ouy. Aws know eevn pu ouy htat oeesmstmi btu so di’tnd i i we oot vgingi kown intgtpe,m ierdt. Dna asdeyt ucseeba i’m yuo erhe i oyu veol.