A letter from May 24th, 2020

Cadesr. Feil nda eb i ’im my lliw fo i seacrd a fro veaeydyr ihewl nhtki. Rmte eht lngo lla rntsu ltaayluc od ash tuo sfecfte srnrisgeep we. A ont atyhelh ni adn yuo aws mi’ reve hwo rweeh ?tthouhg oyu videl we’er lrwdo rsyro elov whit hhttoug oararu, ehr uwleodv’. I vhae od yllaer adn fro opssian it itlls a nigog to ecthrae am a eb i. We’ev arllye i rutly otgnte i ,rtetbe od tnhik. Wv’ee i ’atwns voel huhgtto hwat uyo dfoun but adh enddee this hte tmie hitkn it you you. Fro uyo oyu veha owt dinfsre for yuo uyo lepope ear owh ohw dna hatt hte wrodl love egvi dwluo. Mebmrree laleb cfs,near tkal ro no’dt enqlyeurft tub i dealtk llist ietm ()arst adn oyu i to ltsa cdnceae ,saisra the. Ngovil i meht thkni erve ylluo’ dt’on ostp. Llaynfi ddi ouy epxcet agulohth a eno tttoao, we wduol gte obpalbry not. Mfor hwcih wnko tequo i edn teh ’tsi to,guhh yuo a pemo lveo reanitcfm dluow. I wietr ouy eerv ddi pryeot no ocufs to tsill ew hutaholg remo hten voel. Tuo eglfisen dab teh it lheps tge. Dvpormei uobat lduwo rwe’e piaesaotsn i ehy’tre tsgnih iwgintr isnngig skllsi nda bhot yas thiw ltisl nad evew’ ruo. Nda pu i os it onw uro did i nde a hmuc ojarm tath in vodel p,yla ’its. Orf tolute teh ne’stdo enses hwen maek earetht us isevg lowdr an. Up raysc ielltt si a grinwog. Btu oyu ayn gindo di’ rhte’se preytt keil dene to rof ew’re ahtw tno roiusnsntcit lryeal llew to elbviee do. Itrse elcos dad eevr i wya eh eb dan khtin wno in wlle’ his ubt ont’d otn r’eew iwht. Eh thta lelfiabl hiwel a wsa eth rwee a,npi aer enhw aerse its’ stju endsto’ leeopp kdi ermmbree npatmoirt rbon we to dan ti. ’smmo ntgote orwes. Hmnrieagt swa royu aawsly thelha did renve erh swrto wkno tbu i morivep hatt. Oje aarz of oresspc vgiomn ot nad hte wthi rtnoh shes’ icdgvonri ni nliaocar. Aezrile het eerw rae that mi’ ’mi urht ,you atth ot evre levo uoy yuo oto tmane ot sroyr adn ugony how oynl rsory oleppe. Rea teh azar dgoo, i kown dkis noly tboua ahuohlgt. Ahs mrof mhoe ryesa atht ujistn dvemo eoerecdvr ago no efw a romf rou rlleay nda aws neo. Of rwnog be gnhits ayslaw tbu (oals ou)dl sesh’ gnogi eys gilr twhi se’sh our ot lilts yabb t’hsere z tol a. I rewe owh uoy ecadrs kown. Who lla itnvgyrehe tmie eht smeeed rkad ohw dna knwo tgo i itsghn dab. Wnok i frtreiying itlls emak ehva mees nighst epeplo less im’ htta i ubt asy sdaerc i louwd. Leiav hta’ts slitl onigg e’rwe onso otn ieynmat ot dna hcagne. Etnh lreeaiz yuo yuo hlsep htnik lwudo remo i cbedeinilr ’mi yas rihgane. Ot be a em oudpr liev i ouy i i ouy ddenee ym ttah tbu htat loduw eher dourp way nawt of life o,f to ofr remrmbee tnihk in niegb nvee be owldu. Adn den lewih ni ayrlle od levo t’is up ebst lleco,eg not eh“t idd c,o”losh ew i estwren. Aryell tabuo arce ear sraegd we wehn rea fftsu smrta tsi’ sbeceua gaazmin we rou. Srue i yas like if ot wnko eevr btu am i otn mi’ i’d woh illw i. Htta ksmea p,atni it ’odnt saeecp of was ntihk uyo n,spsoia i it na na isllt i tuaacl odlev but then orme em ti yppah. Eth douwl si oerv oyur file gwntrii meask snees lla elacp yaerll ouyr any tineer it so of ttha be oot. Dna ew we drite umhc tou ahte ti nofud os gniktitn. Lhle innnagoy ti’s sa. Her tuo nto ot reach hwo dolwu to htsi i hare utrh oyu but ot nogig mcuh nowk ti ’mi. Ym ehr su m’i let ot ot i uthr ni yasw itlsl tnio hse efresu akcb grityn dna duaendntsr lfei. I swa foabceko on somm the posoht hes got n,eeyctlr drirmae erh. Htat it fo yuo chum uory hes hre eervn ’im orrsy srdeevde nda ovle so agve. Day, ethro ruo rfo sbte kbea i lctulyaa i nrisfed daem hbtdyair eht ddi ckea a. Khtni edrao i imh nda enma cj ihs is uyo ldowu. Fro su we idd ruo ta,e ovre igrrfledin dhetra rneve otuab eth egt atehs ihchw. Hchwi eekw i’st yenoj fro speir!ur(s oy)b! od a a eeyrv kdni fdnreeift t, isntnjcoei fo we do we. Uoy ot akcb i miet i clodu in go ihsw ltak adn. Ahtt tinhsg deam i hgthoru dan tge orsmeip ti uyo retbet. Are veha eehtr dyrvyeea uoy ttah etmh so ryue’o ot in royu reihshc eppelo ilfe kycul dna. Tpcerfe r’naet w’ree utb we yphap. Woh uyo ngmidaie rhee ogt eo’ulvcd emro u’yeor i i etnh yuo olve vere bscueae. Nd’tdi i ntrgyi eb ndoluw’t reeh if peke uoy. Ew os you wkno was vnee nwko mstoeeims ierdt i too pu but hatt i nd’dit gvniig e,mngiptt. Elvo uoy you rhee nda etsady i mi’ abuesec.