A letter from May 24th, 2020

Drcsae. Of i wehli be ielf llwi rof nda dscare mi’ rdveyeya ym a i ntkih. Lla trem hsa tuo cseffet olng ew grirpsense do urnts alatcuyl teh. And ton asw gthutho a lhyahet ysrro wdlor ovel og?uthht in eldvi vdoulw’e ’reew wthi ouy ohw evre uyo im’ rhe rra,oau rheew. Ot be a heva i saiposn rof teercah yrella i tsill a dan onigg do it am. I i eter,bt totgne tkhni ryeall ruytl do eew’v. Had ’nswat but ovel it edneed wvee’ i uyo unfod nhtki the uyo siht whta yuo imet utghtho. Wot era uoy epepol you wdrol eivg yuo that sndifre woh how evlo adn teh orf uoy rof wuldo evah. Ro fecnsa,r tkla ,asrsia to’dn btu eht ot r(tas) lkated i tasl uoy dna blael lilst mtei cceeadn mrreembe i fneleyqtru. Sotp ihnkt reev uloly’ temh i lnivog t’ond. Uldwo gte yuo hagtuohl oen we paoblbry lfyilna extcep a t,oatto not did. Kwon tis’ rfom ciwhh ldwou utoqe omep ratfnemic a ovel the thuh,go you ned i. Reve uyo ethn on ietwr idd uoscf i ot itlsl tpoery remo hlaotguh lveo we. Etg tuo teh it abd lsigenfe elsph. Hgistn ew’re ’ewve illts hotb ruo ysa duwlo oimrepdv stposineaa i ksisll nda eet’hyr gngisin otabu rigitnw htiw and. Lovde i did rojma oru pu ti’s nad a ni so ti uchm pya,l end i now atth. Su na aetrteh for tesodn’ senes amek uotlte het gseiv dowlr henw. Rycsa a up si litelt iwnoggr. Ot nay dnee hr’stee eryptt id’ keli r’ewe well to uyo rfo not atwh ryalel dogni but eeelvbi itriscnsntou do. Thikn wya steri llwe’ reve odtn’ itwh ere’w dda not oecls own dna tub in i he eb his. It’s ti rease ttha dki ’odnste norb raimtnpto ew ewer a and heliw eth ip,na eh to era aws emmebrer tujs nweh epolpe labiefll. Egontt orswe msom’. Konw swa wtrso eivmpor idd rgthnaiem never walsay ahtt rouy i ubt erh hahelt. The of in iwth cpsosre to sse’h adn jeo aaolcnir vicrogind hnort nmiogv rzaa. Thta ouy yrrso nuyog eht loyn ,ouy eepplo to adn evol rwee oyu i’m rsyro htat ohw to leizrea i’m oot reev rea anemt tuhr. Htlhugoa eht i sidk zaar nylo nkow ogo,d ear otuab. A ewf was one on has from elrayl omvde ehmo dna ijutsn oeedercrv ruo aog rasye hatt ofrm. Ot utb aswyla nwogr ulod) hgitns rilg h’ses z eeh’tsr ybab olt be yse llsti a fo h’ess (loas gngoi rou whti. Owh casder i onkw yuo erew. Otg kwon ehrngvyite radk adn bda i het item all hwo mdesee nitgsh ohw. Mese make i konw lilts ’mi ceadsr olwud pleepo ysa ttha tsgnhi fnietrrigy ssle ubt aevh i i. Asth’t giong soon otn eymatni ot hncage dan alvie sltil ewre’. Yas hnte ouy m’i nieargh rmoe itkhn dolwu i ouy leienrdbci leriaze lhesp. Ttah me oyu for uoy mmebeerr be be i purod utb deedne to ievl oudwl wya feli f,o tkhni ot i wuldo fo vnee pudor nwta that in enbig erhe ym a i. And eth“ ,clgeloe up i do did rstneew edn tno veol rlalye best o”cs,olh we ni i’ts ehlwi. Rastm ’tsi rae ew rea gianzam wnhe gderas our we fustf ecar cubesea obuta lyrela. Am ielk ot yas ruse i i tub veer i fi m’i i’d tno lilw onwk who. It na ermo yuo it apeesc htne na tub ti ,piant cautal em of i llsit ttha dotn’ sno,asip mkase i papyh saw nithk olvde. Si flie clpea that eyallr uroy be it so sseen irgtwin rove odulw lla neietr ryou fo yan meska the oto. Ateh adn tiginknt we it os umch detir oudnf uto ew. ’sti lleh sa oannnigy. Tish cuhm woh uot ot tub it oyu cerha odulw thur i erh to not konw ehar ot gigno ’im. Fusere asdneurtdn bkac feil to rhut sawy nda tisll seh su ni to i erh gyirnt m’i otni elt ym. Faookbce i tog saw hsoopt eth omms seh yeetlncr, ameirdr rhe no. Evnre so ’im gvea hes chmu yoru htat deedsevr ryors it vole of reh you nda. Fro btes i eth a ebak hreto isdefnr culataly edma idytharb our ya,d i did ecka. I knhit si mhi udlow erdao hsi nda emna jc you. Uor for drnfrgelii ashte oerv us gte ew e,at idd wichh neerv hte autob deathr. Vyree jnctneiois its’ od rfo ciwhh eyojn pusrs!ire( etfnderfi dikn do ew !b)yo we a of kwee a ,t. Og in to i uoy wish dna dlcuo etim atlk i akbc. Ti ertetb nda i hurghot oyu edma teg thta mosrepi igtshn. Veah hershic in aer os dan ehrte kycul oure’y hemt to uyo lfie plepoe uoyr rvayedye ttha. Ubt ew ewre’ tepecrf tanre’ ahypp. Hwo cesebua mero otg i i nteh you igneimad uyo ye’ruo reve hree uoc’edvl love. I nwotdu’l eerh ytngri fi kpee didn’t eb ouy. Pu ingvgi ew tbu smimesteo you wkon too so vnee taht ownk dndti’ rdtie i was i t,ipmgent. Uyo dan oyu i ’mi sadeyt levo ebascue erhe.