A letter from May 24th, 2020

Arsdce. I’m hntki lwil rfo aercsd evyrdeya a eb dan i efli i fo my helwi. Ew lla teh od otu eerpsirgsn etsceff rstun mrte luytacal hsa ognl. Arou,ra swa uhtgtho ouy togu?hht vree dna syorr dlrwo ewer’ thaeyhl ohw ouy ov’wuled ewerh vole with a ni reh ’im tno eidlv. A be acetehr dan vhea ot i do naosisp ti lrealy i gniog for am tisll a. Tgneot llraye i utryl w’eev do hiktn ebt,ert i. Uoy yuo i wan’st voel itme hkint enddee fduon ti uohtght ’vewe teh yuo tub hda ahwt isht. Geiv veah fro you thta lrdow rea wto ludow woh uoy rfo owh difsenr and olev the plpeeo oyu yuo. Or the i ntfelequry errmembe ltisl and andcece kleatd ’dnot alst acr,snef lebal to you s()rta i asr,sia tub aklt iemt. Erve hetm otsp lniovg ndto’ tnhik i ’yluol. A pxceet oen wduol yuo o,tttoa anyflli tuhlhgoa ddi we rbbyaplo tno gte. Rofm a nokw sti’ nde euotq i lodwu wcihh cntmriaef lveo uyo poem thhguo, eht. We tenh lstil ouy scufo eorm no to hulhogat eerv i idd yoterp teirw evol. Lehsp the ti elneifsg tuo gte dab. Wee’v i doluw giginsn tghsin npaesaosti htwi and tobh isllt triwnig ays our dan vpdmeoir lisskl obatu yrthee’ ’rewe. Ned vleod up it os i won did ,lypa tis’ i nda uhcm a rou ni marjo htta. Rwlod eotutl su rof akme wehn ertehat vgesi edo’nts na ssene eth. Pu a tlleit gowrngi is crsya. To orf what odgin oyu e’erw i’d yna rptyet od ikel ot icrnisnuostt but elaylr edne nto levibee wlel ehrt’es. Ont inhkt he ihwt add be ever tn’od his in btu yaw won e’wll irets re’ew nad i cleso. Nobr we swa he eaers ot the it’s atth era ,anpi ibellafl mattpiron a nad wnhe utjs eleppo lewih wree mrreembe ti et’onsd kid. Sower tontge osm’m. Evrmopi ubt wsa rwots lawyas hre i kwno htat iaherntgm ernve yrou did eahhlt. Icigrvndo aocainrl ot the epsscor raaz gmnvio twih ni oje essh’ fo nad nrhot. Rryos ot ugnyo ot opepel hrut noyl oto dna eerw ’im ear oyu m’i vree who orsyr eht maetn loev reiezal that oyu tath uyo,. Loyn eht tlaughoh autob ,gdoo ear i isdk rzaa wnko. Mhoe vmoed nda romf a oag mofr htat ewf has sujitn rysae raelly eon oru was on codreerve. Be es’sh z of olsa( rngwo sitll igrl she’s but yse wiht uro ’setreh olt ihgnst bayb a duol) ot layasw ignog. I kwno rwee you woh arcsed. Owkn dseeem eth i lal intgsh hwo item nda itrgvyenhe gto who abd dkar. Eahv atth erdacs utb sya i nowk i sltli kema lpoepe iteignrryf elss ’im doluw htings i emse. Oson viela rw’ee to otn ceagnh s’taht and litls gngoi aymtein. Lbneceiird mi’ uoy plshe eorm uwlod neht nihtk yas renhgai rizlaee i yuo. Wodlu taht a i watn uyo me here evne ni my i eended nbgei of awy pordu utb ,of ulwdo i be life be ot ot for erebemrm ntihk dpuro hatt lvei uoy. Hools,”c “teh do wlihe sit’ elvo i and we in tebs idd snewtre el,goelc tno nde ryalel pu. Henw uor anzmgia obtau earc armts rea rsedag uebeasc its’ ew ew rae rlleya suftf. M’i if otn to i vree yas kwno iwll ’id woh usre tub eilk ma i i. Na aatulc tno’d i askem osnas,ip i swa it na em ti ,anipt tub of orme spcaee yuo then siltl devlo pyhpa ti nthki ahtt. Si yan thta ryuo file lal itrnee essne ti duowl so orev ryalle rtgwiin fo hte ryou pealc be kesma oto. Ti etah nofdu nda uot we giitnknt os iertd ew hcmu. Naoiygnn sit’ as lehl. Tub to rhea uhcm uwldo hcaer to owh i hutr ’im out ehr it ont to gngio wkon htsi yuo. Ehs akcb tinyrg her adn ni yaws ot to my rseufe listl trhu i us m’i tel iont asnrtenddu file. Oohpts rrdemai no was ycrelnt,e hte she smom i cfbkeaoo gto erh. Atht umch and her ti evsdrdee ruoy egav fo uyo so yrors olve mi’ hse veren. I kaeb orf a i trabdyih eth kcae roeht ultylcaa ,ayd stbe ddi meda oru diresnf. Ish jc hntki odwlu draeo nda mena i mih si ouy. Idd ew rneve rniirlegfd ,tae sathe otaub athdre etg oru su het oerv rof hwchi. Dfetnrfei i(spursr!e !y)bo we vyeer we a fo chihw oenyj kind od a ijcesnniot ,t for ekew od ’tsi. I acbk clduo tiem oyu to tkal ni adn wshi i go. Edam iopsmre dna egt it ouy ngihts rtebte ttah i orthhug. Rsihche eyreydva rthee ahtt rea oruy hemt adn lfie ot kyluc so vhea yuo in eplope y’rueo. Pcftere hapyp rtn’ea we utb ’erwe. Ohw i gto uceebsa uyo ovle you ecld’uov reve tnhe emro dimneiga hree oeruy’ i. Eehr ud’lnotw peke fi be tndi’d uyo tiryng i. Deirt asw up too igngiv yuo kwon neti,gmpt msemsieot neev i’dtdn i we tbu oknw os htat i. Ereh dna mi’ i atsyed csueabe ouy yuo veol.