A letter from May 24th, 2020

Aedcrs. I my davereyy nkiht fo rfo i be im’ lwil and fiel hilew dserac a. Lal irgspseren hsa tusrn atllacyu efetcsf the ew od ngol out rtme. Swa dielv orrys ohut?ght eerv ni wolrd eathhly oyu adn tuthhgo how reh l’dwuveo wer’e hewre otn uyo u,aroar hitw love ’mi a. Lslit rllyae a ofr ti a od ma be nda i ot vhea tceerah i ssoanpi ginog. Ruylt do btetr,e tgteon lalrey tnkhi i we’ve i. Het ahd miet hghottu veol uyo hsit i oufnd anw’st hwta nthki yuo ti but ddenee oyu ’weve. Lwrod leov ohw rfo uyo are vgei uoy fidesrn wolud eht that nad aevh wot rof hwo you uoy epploe. Yuo tub ro s,aarsi dan t(s)ar mtie cdeeanc ot i eftnylqeur ,ncfsare memrrebe d’otn lilst talk eht lsat akdlet i eblal. Gvniol yll’ou td’on reev khint i thme otsp. You neo oypablbr epctex a ew ao,ottt nlfayil ddi not haogtluh uldow tge. Eovl kown htgohu, dlouw uoy a mfro hiwhc i ts’i faneicmtr eouqt dne meop the. Nhet eomr i tyroep on to idd yuo evre llsit tuhghola wetri ovel we sfcuo. Ti out etg esplh teh efelings dba. Vewe’ sslikl apsatnioes ldouw tginhs hwti pdermvio nda ays gingnis uro lslit ’reehyt otbh tbauo ’erew i dna tnriwgi. T’is os dna nde a lpa,y own i ni taht ldeov up it ddi hcum i omarj rou. Rodwl ewnh igevs us esesn na osdtn’e ulttoe aekm fro taehtre the. Leltti crysa a pu si gogiwnr. Eerw’ but eedn nay to awth lkie ton ’di to do raelyl teerh’s fro nsirincttsuo ptrety llwe vlbeeei dgoni yuo. Irest i sih nda whti htikn be awy ni e’lwl btu he dad ’dont cselo wno otn ee’wr rvee. Eht ot are asw hwne ehilw tnopmtair he ipa,n onrb ew htat ti idk eewr t’si ebeemrrm nda utsj befallli a esrea dsn’oet peolep. O’mms seowr tgonte. Promive yswaal vnere tub hre did hhleta uroy i owstr rghamietn htat nwok swa. Naclairo fo tihw scpsoer teh ssh’e araz invodrigc rohnt ni vonmig ot oej dan. Ougny vree rae hatt olve dan ahtt eplpeo to ewre anmet to oyu nylo too mi’ trhu srroy oyu owh azeielr het m’i oy,u ysror. Only touba i hgualtho good, sikd are rzaa eth okwn. Ntijsu meoh asw vroreeedc alyelr rmof rmfo dan oga htat a rou ewf hsa yaser noe on omved. Lo)ud of glri sey lslit itwh tes’her osa(l worgn ’hsse lasawy to uro eb eshs’ utb z otl gniog inghst a bayb. I reew wkon daecrs who uoy. Ntgsih bda meit meeesd nda het neegrihtyv hwo i owh akdr got owkn lla. Sgthni slse asy utb i htat oeplep i griyteifnr wodlu wnok tlils i im’ have asrcde eesm akem. Tisll nsoo ton w’ere to ailve nyimaet cngaeh ggion and at’sth. I i’m yuo enht dulow uyo omer erlaezi say agirnhe esphl nktih ebcdrenlii. Dendee i dlouw ifle oudwl eehr ttha urpod you ot uyo rudop wya eb ememerbr taht eilv nkiht ym i em enigb ubt to eb watn ni fo i ,of ofr a enev. Eoll,ceg lewhi otn i adn idd up ew od layelr te“h in tbse love ewsnret edn ts’i ”loh,soc. Ear nhew rae trsma boatu sfuft lylera imgaanz ew uor regsda csbuaee s’it acre we. Iekl onwk ont i uers i lwil utb i ot i’d fi how am asy eevr i’m. I peecas appyh tilsl tath swa na eksma t’odn apt,ni i it hktni fo em it oyu elodv ti mreo culata an ,posnais ubt tneh. Duwol si orve nigtwir so oto ayn yuor elyral lal tath lepca ryuo ti nsese smkea of flei the be ertien. Dan cumh otu it ititkgnn haet so fnudo ridte ew we. Elhl sa si’t gnyianno. Onwk ubt to loduw who ti raeh hcrea out i ehr to ot mi’ gnogi hmcu isht not uthr uyo. She rtniyg su cakb ilfe ot nda elt i my in tllis nito rhtu ot wsya rtdesnnuad im’ eersfu erh. Reh i opsoht hte mdearir osmm on gto hes was etrleyn,c kfeacoob. Ti im’ thta olve ouyr evnre fo rhe muhc nda ehs sorry seervedd ouy os gvae. Iyrhbatd irsdefn ddi i rfo esbt day, a ertho aekb ltalcyua dmae i ceka oru the. Yuo dan loudw i mhi aroed ktnhi his jc is amne. Heartd ew uor su ate, obatu orf nerve rlrfdnieig hetas ciwhh gte idd the rvoe. Od t, (spr!isreu a ew eyerv ew ndik od b!)yo chihw rfo a nenjtscoii yeojn fo keew fnediretf tis’. Talk i you duolc nad to i ishw go ni ckab eitm. Dan dmea tath uoy egt eismopr i it tbeert ghotuhr nhigst. Reeth yuo ahve eyavedyr hcrheis rea in ot meth elpeop tath oyru ru’oye lkyuc lfei dna os. Rne’ta fetpcre wr’ee we ubt ahppy. I owh delou’cv ceaubes i olve tenh iamednig omer hree you you yroue’ tgo reev. Kepe fi nit’dd eb i oyu dultwno’ yntgri eerh. Nokw aws idter vggiin pu eesmositm ditnd’ uyo oto i i btu even taht itn,etmgp wnko ew os. I adn reeh ’im yuo etsyad ausbeec evol uoy.