A letter from May 24th, 2020

Recsda. Ifle ym hnikt eb a mi’ nad rof dscear ilwhe i lliw i vedyeyra fo. Ahs eth lla od onlg rtme risgnresep snrut out we atlylauc ceftsef. Yrsro oraru,a reew’ you wtih dewul’vo gthu?tho asw a owh tno lwdro erve devil in rweeh ovle dan otuhtgh erh yuo m’i ytlhaeh. Sillt do it dan am a be ngoig onpissa etrecah really a ofr to i i veah. Od i i alrley etongt inkth v’wee urtly te,betr. Twah ouy veol uthhgto ufndo yuo dha n’atsw oyu hte thkni eewv’ dedene mtei ti utb ihst i. Uoy atht you ear olve nad wot srdneif uyo epepol lwrdo aveh rfo fro ivge uyo owh eth hwo lowud. Tub alkt nodt’ dna sisra,a s,ncaref oyu i mbermere )ta(sr bllae or last cnedcae tladek the qrnleeufyt tslli i ot mtei. Opst volgin erve ’tnod i tnkih emth uolyl’. Ont epetxc we ,totota etg uohglaht a iyfllna idd oyu lduow neo pbroylba. Okwn orfm sit’ vole edn uwodl i enfrctiam tequo ,hgotuh eth you opem a hhwci. We agthoulh uyo tisll elvo meor rewti to enth no i yortep vree ddi fsuoc. Out eht bda lesph get elesnigf it. Nda sksill oubta rwitnig yhrtee’ e’ewv tills oeitansaps thob dowlu i oru hitngs nad htiw say ivemrpod gsnigni rw’ee. Taht ’sit i dne dan doelv a ti ddi cuhm in uor now i yalp, pu so oajrm. Ewnh mkea nsese us rof tuoelt eth seno’dt ahttere lwrdo na ivsge. Up tillte a arycs nwgrogi is. Do ew’re ot tub sounircintst otn nay ot htwa lveebei eyrttp ’di ndee you rst’hee lelw gndoi rof kile areyll. Reev lle’w way and ni slcoe estir htwi d’ont ont were’ ihs i think utb eh eb dda nwo. Nad eewr the ttha obrn pleeop a tmtnroapi lhiew esaer eberermm rea ikd enhw bellfail ’esodtn ip,an tujs we ti eh saw to s’ti. Omm’s tegotn oserw. Yuro hre know gmnetarih did eproimv tbu yaslwa saw atlehh venre rtswo ttha i. Nda onrvciidg whti sse’h in ornht to fo azar the joe nrlaocia gominv ocspser. Thru rosry thta nmeta im’ ysorr evol ttha lnyo ot woh oplepe goynu are aeizlre oot ever uo,y were you ot you adn the i’m. Zaar wkno lnyo eht oogd, hhatlguo i oatbu ear sidk. No ujints mfor vordceere yaller hsa romf uro thta a edvmo and oen wfe ohem aws goa seyra. Uro of )udlo rgil z with he’ss reshte’ ithngs gogin aawlys be es’hs to but lto gnwro tslil eys a abyb osa(l. How edrsac uoy nwok i ewre. Owh tog adn i lal abd tgnhis vhegyertni esedme kown the drka iemt owh. Say i i utb kmae eplepo sitll owuld hnstig htta i’m i emes fitrgeinry ssle vhea wonk dsraec. Eerw’ ton onso to lsitl dan ggino aliev hecnag th’tas tmeanyi. Nriegha i’m ktnhi ays eaeirzl i more you neth lsphe ouy oudwl dibeericnl. F,o thkni eddnee mrebeemr ym wulod ivel thta a fo antw you eehr yuo be i me in utb ot neve i luwod to udpor bngei eb way fro i that efil ordup. Ddi l,cgoele hl”ocos, pu ew ni i while tno yealrl rwsntee nde nad “het s’it evol do tbse. Srmta ffstu ’its aer ew sbuecea enwh ralley ew btoua iznagam sraegd raec ear our. To liwl leki kwon am sya who i im’ fi ever i ures ’di tub not i. Ubt ti t’ndo ekasm i na uyo sllti pyaph tkinh ,aisposn pia,nt fo vdloe it ti emor an saw me uatalc i hent tath ecpeas. Ti si leif of os the be rintwig tath elyrla oto senes oyru orve pacel ienetr uwdol lla yna oury skame. Hate etrid ew it out much dna os ew itgknint oufnd. Ehll sa ist’ nagoynni. Cumh owh im’ rhut know to uwlod tou reh erha i to it you but tihs ot recah ton ggnoi. Elt m’i my hre nda abkc ot hse rytgni i lltis trnddsunea ot ifle ruht in us toni aysw ferseu. Direamr lctn,eyer smom asw ehs i no fobkacoe hre the oshpot got. Esh ’mi os ti orrys esedrved ouy htta eenrv oyru velo hre fo eagv dan chmu. Oru i btes rteho luytcaal teh finedrs dmae ddi bake yd,a ofr i ekca hdatyibr a. Sih hmi dan cj maen oyu erdoa i nhitk wdolu is. Su ,ate rigfinreld wcihh uro egt ddi ew fro taesh rveen adthre over tbaou het. A orf eewk ,t neitijcsno yevre hcwih t’si e!(iurprss nffdeteir do we we od !bo)y a nikd fo neyoj. Ckba i i go yuo tkal swhi ucodl etim to and ni. Dmea ti ogturhh oiesmrp taht i gte dan ouy tsnigh rtbete. Iershhc ppeleo ouy aehv yryedave to os in era tmhe oruy htat rhtee y’oure and lefi ykulc. W’ere ew narte’ ubt ftepcre pahpy. Reuo’y du’vcoel omer uyo ecebsua i ndamigei how htne uyo eher gto vree i eovl. Yuo i indtd’ fi lwn’otdu kpee be yngrti ereh. Wonk vnee but onwk oyu vgingi ttha i i oesesmtmi nddit’ os idrte ew saw oto up pttm,geni. You ayteds eehr dna ueabcse i olev uoy ’im.