A letter from May 24th, 2020

Desacr. Lweih fo i nktih decars aeveyryd rfo my eb a nad i m’i llwi leif. Tuo ash ew esftcef lla nrtus do teh ongl catyuall tmer neeprsirsg. Eewr’ thwi or,aaur lwu’voed dan vere hewer tuotghh? in a wlrod ton vole uyo i’m iedvl rhe who yalehth uoy yrros saw hgtohut. Be sllti lyarel ggnio i i do ot it fro nosaisp dan a hvea am arhetce a. I hitnk tebrte, rlalye od ew’ev tegont yturl i. Eddene emit uyo w’stna had i ewe’v uyo leov fduno ntkih eth twha tub oyu hits oghthtu it. Leoepp hwo findser how two rwdol you aer avhe orf uoy ouy ofr odwlu nad hte uoy thta levo egvi. Tub yuo arais,s unrfqetyel i srt()a ro elbla lilst merebemr eth nda to tdon’ n,asercf ltkaed i slta meti eeccnda tkal. Reev tsop ngovli ’dton hetm louy’l hkitn i. Idd lianfyl noe byaorlbp ew get a,oottt hhlagtuo oyu xpceet a ulowd ont. Het ’sit qoeut you luodw menirtcaf fmor oelv edn ught,oh i wokn a wchhi emop. Soucf tlsil ew emro no oyu loev ot hten oerpty wreit atouhhlg i evre idd. It bda tuo ephsl teg eth elesgfni. Drivmoep duolw adn ltsil ihtw silksl i ginsnig sostnaiepa oru eev’w ewe’r bhto gihstn iwrntig yrehet’ nda sya tbuoa. Ajrom up idd dan i a tsi’ cumh os i our thta ni ti ayl,p den edovl wno. Erhteat kmae olrwd orf su vgies na eessn e’tsond ewhn teh otulte. Lttlie pu a oggrwin is saryc. Tbu nay edne klei rof bievele od ot lwle ot tyrpet alelyr what di’ ouy ew’er utssnticoirn ingdo ont ’reeths. I ’llew tihw ’ontd in won way rew’e nhitk dan dad irtes he eb loesc ihs otn erev utb. To stju dki olpeep are do’setn saeer saw eliwh sit’ ttha ew eemrmreb eh apriotmnt teh hnew nbor nda a n,api it alebilfl eewr. Smo’m rwsoe gteton. Kown rwsot tub tlhaeh nerve i riemvop swa rhe rouy ddi tath awlasy nmitagehr. Of vnogirdic shse’ ilancora ot ejo raza ingmvo ni dan with hte rthno rpocess. Thta eolv ’mi ezilare het ouy rorys how taht to trhu uoy ylon atenm too ot aer ewre dan peploe yrros evre ’mi uoyng o,uy. Rae toabu i ,dogo ohgulhat noyl hte arza ksid nwok. Mheo on oen dvmoe saw wef dna our sah crrveoede ofmr oga a ujitns rasye fmro tath larley. Of gril iongg our yse thsgni d)olu z s’she seerh’t a (aosl to abby tiwh tisll hses’ lto nwgro eb lasyaw tbu. Ewre ouy kown owh sacder i. Snthig mtei dkra nowk i how hte tog etevrgihyn dab lla esdmee hwo dan. Hvea olwud utb elss caders i i i nkow isllt gnryfrteii higtsn esem make ’mi asy ttha eoppel. Osno slitl to ongig ewer’ yinmtea ahts’t laiev agchne nda not. Zerlaie uoy oyu yas kniht neth reniagh rlidebince wlduo emro i hpsel m’i. Deeend wya o,f ubt atnw a i eb ot udwol ermebrme to nvee atth me uyo eb in uodrp lfie fo ofr erhe knthi i dwluo yuo i dopur my ielv tath gineb. Not ilwhe ddi ni vleo up ealyrl o”scol,h s’ti i steb “the dne llec,oeg adn ew do twrsnee. Ramst wehn our we ftfus bauot argdse zgainam earc s’ti lrleay rea era aecbesu we. ’id i m’i ays rseu ma kwon erev if ont ohw i but i illw like ot. Acautl na ti listl nd’to oan,ipss ti ti oemr i yuo saw i seacpe pnta,i me ovdle ktinh of saemk btu an payhp thne ttha. Treeni is aplec eskma ttha ti elfi reov yrllea wodlu hte iwrtnig too lal nesse be yuro ayn os oyru of. Os we foudn and gnttkini thea uot ti ew mcuh terid. As agnnynio elhl ’sti. Stih oging who hare odlwu tno ot hmuc heacr ti uot reh nwok oyu m’i tub ot i ot hutr. Htur efli ilslt nrgtyi elt to nad yasw ni i my efsuer snrdueandt i’m hes ehr us kabc ot oitn. Rhe hsopot msom asw otg rediamr on hes i ceeyl,nrt efbackoo the. Ti soryr tath hse yruo yuo mhuc veeresdd evol enerv fo ehr nda i’m egva os. Eht ndrsfei y,da did i best bkae yuclaatl hybtaird ckae i uor a adem orhet rof. Shi ouy and is mih ordea i eamn udlow jc thikn. Orf eta, gfiilerrdn ruo buato we get teh cwihh us haets ddi htdera vreo enerv. Ew e!(urpisrs do iinnstjeoc eyjno ,t tiefndefr !boy) a a do its’ chwhi we of orf ewek ryeev knid. Og dclou mtie you hwsi lkat i in i dna acbk to. Eamd nad atth piemors ti etterb ouy etg snight ogthhru i. And so hemt ryuo in ear tath ’yoreu ykucl oelppe hecshri ouy eyvedrya feli haev ot etrhe. ’rwee hppay epcftre we tub eartn’. Ogt eolv orem roy’ue eher evre uaesebc uyo owh idegianm i htne covu’led ouy i. Fi irngty nu’oldwt ekpe be ditn’d ehre i uoy. Oto know know iotmemsse uyo i so ’ddnit rtdei but we veen ttah i up gimtt,pen gvgiin aws. Nad you m’i uoy syedta heer eecabus i oevl.