A letter from May 24th, 2020

Eacdrs. I i a ehwli ym caserd ofr efli be adn vdeeyray ’im lwil of khnit. Lla esprgeinsr srtnu do luatylca etmr fsetcef ash ongl otu het ew. Rraua,o vree ewhre ni a ’mi yorrs nda edlvi rhe e’wer evlo swa ont uyo hgtouht oyu thouhtg? twih who tyelhah wuleovd’ wrold. It i evah ma i llist allyer and a be posaisn ognig do for ot ertahec a. Ihntk t,rbtee lyaelr tgtnoe utryl i w’vee do i. Nduof vew’e time utb ouy nedeed uyo i sthi it the anstw’ had ouy leov tinhk uotghht twah. Dan frisden who drlwo ear lpeoep owt uyo vgie fro the oyu you uldow thta rfo eovl you hwo evah. Oyu tlas otdn’ dan eacnecd i ar)s(t srn,afec ot rbmmreee i utb tlsil alleb ternfuyelq is,saar teh telakd tmie ktal ro. I nhikt psot evre n’dto giovln yoll’u htme. Llfayni a we aulthhog ooat,tt one ddi tge nto uldow rbayoplb etcpxe uyo. Oyu i ouwld marneifct knwo hte its’ eomp eqotu a edn ovle from ohgu,ht cihwh. On trpyeo uoy tehn did we eolv vere to i uolghaht lsitl fsouc oemr trwei. Sefgilen abd ti gte tuo lphse eth. Nda ays ginhst dwluo adn pemrvido iaotepnssa i rou er’we uotba ggnisni rnwgiti ihwt sllti tobh her’eyt sillks weve’. Ti htta i edn evold jmaor dan pyl,a idd uor cuhm so i onw ni ’tis a pu. Kame nd’seot the hnwe na retaeht vgsei drowl us uoltet senes fro. Si a scary ognrgiw up llteit. Yreptt ende nto ot tub igond aerlly uyo od wtha lewl yna tersh’e beelvie ree’w d’i kiel srioutscntni ot rfo. Rvee dna tno tub he ni way hsi ocesl nd’to i wno ikhnt rteis erwe’ ihtw l’lew be add. A jsut robn ehwil it’s a,nip ti eh kid rbmereme ear we saw ewnh tmtpiorna seaer dna taht ot bllalfei eerw het ’tenosd eeplpo. Tonget mo’ms rweso. But aywlas rswto wokn i nvree saw hmarenitg tath ehr mrovpie htlahe idd uroy. E’ssh naacriol in eth of iirocdnvg to ontrh htiw vnigmo jeo zaar porsesc and. Vree onyl ngyuo to woh to o,uy uoy zirleae orsyr hte weer epeolp ’im im’ temna ryors uthr adn rae ouy atth elvo oto ttah. Aer eth i ownk oatub araz hlugaoht good, ksid yonl. A wfe sha gao dan aws oemh rmof rfom eon jtunis dveom ecoreervd yeasr no our aelrly atth. Dl)ou eb e’shs hs’se a gonwr tub o(asl otl hwti irgl sye hs’eter fo shtnig yalwsa illts z ybab to uor goign. I ohw crased oyu eewr nwok. Who owh nstgih the lal dna nvregehyit gto i wkno meit demsee dakr adb. I srcaed rytienrifg tub eesm wolud ysa ehva slilt lses htat i im’ kwon lpeoep emak shting i. Otn snoo hnecga eaniytm atsh’t e’ewr ot leaiv nggoi ilstl and. Spelh yas uoy you i’m i ezrilae htne wodul eneiclrbdi ehianrg itnhk more. ,of rbmeerme bengi ivel ofr be dpour tub to uwold neev efli ouy of htta awy louwd be yuo i twna dourp in me ym eher ot that i ednede i hknti a. Ont up we ni lc,ohso” “hte i’ts ddi dan ol,eglec rellya wheli den i ntswere bste od velo. Smatr care hnwe ew imazagn era sufft ew rlayle dsrgae obaut uro ts’i escabeu rea. I reve ont wnko m’i hwo ma tbu i if ’id ot leki asy will i erus. I yphpa kmeas em remo na onsipsa, ti an htat then i fo asw lislt ti lautac speeca tub ithkn ntapi, it dn’ot dolve ouy. Fo lerayl oruy any os too uroy seakm trwgnii is teh wlduo rniete htta clepa lal it enses orve flei eb. Cmuh ginttnik ofnud hate ti os out we itrde dna ew. Nngnaoiy s’it lhel sa. Rhe ’im tub much to reahc hsti hrae tou ti woh i to uowdl kwon uyo rthu ot otn ngogi. Awsy ackb toin i ot flie fereus hutr tle ni ym and im’ she nsuadrdnet tgnriy itlsl her ot su. Moms edrrmai wsa i osptho on hse reh ,ercylnet ofkcobea eth tog. Dna m’i vreddees hre cmhu it esh hatt vega uyo ouyr of orrsy so oelv eernv. Acek infedrs aekb rof did lctlauay our sebt trohe i dmea ,yad teh bdtahryi a i. Sih si imh odlwu dna jc ntkhi amne ouy i roade. ,tea rou evro tboua ichhw idd hardte ervne teg su taesh ew gdrnlrfiei fro eth. Orf prus!e(sir eyrve weke yo!b) chiwh do a a we do fteedrfni ew ’its dkni ijictoenns t, of eojny. Whsi lakt acbk to dcoul i nad i temi og ni ouy. Uoy hgntsi ttah teg tghhuro dan i irpomes it teebrt aedm. Nda cyluk haev mteh chhsire rheet ttah yuo oyur to lefi rea evraedyy ureoy’ in elpoep os. Ferptec tub e’wre we rtnea’ aphpy. I then rmeo uoy imdgaien uoy eolv tog usbeeac lou’devc euoy’r hwo rhee erev i. Lot’uwnd ekep gntriy oyu be heer inddt’ i fi. Saw knwo i tind’d we oot dtire ggiivn ent,mgtip veen uyo wkon up ttah i so imetemsos btu. I ebcesua olve uoy edsaty you reeh ’im dan.