A letter from May 24th, 2020

Esdcra. Wlli a ’mi htikn eb my i adn efil fo whiel searcd eerdyvya i rof. We tou sha lngo rtme do yualctal teh tefsecf rneigpsrse untsr lal. I’m ’ewre ,auorra reh rvee wereh edilv yrsor eovl ni hwti uoy who lwrdo tahyelh saw hhtotug oyu doewv’lu nto nad a ot?tughh. Litsl i for i ti ma ralyle nda ggino do a inpasso ot eb racethe eahv a. Vw’ee gonett yeallr rtlyu ikthn i i od bteet,r. Eew’v ietm tsa’wn it had uotghht uyo nudfo you eededn tbu oelv het athw i htis you tknih. Uoy het gvie tath ouy odwlr eahv fro aer who who uoy ovel you plpeoe and rof wot uowdl sirfnde. Tlisl i nt’od tkal ot utb or unqyfteerl rmeemrbe atdkel satl alble i fenc,rsa ,irsaas etim adn caeedcn ast()r yuo the. Etmh lgvion oully’ rvee knhti dotn’ i opts. Owlud uyo ew tno ddi rbyplboa get a lgtauhho xtpeec llanfiy eon ottto,a. Uyo i hgh,otu vloe opme iwhhc s’it eqotu oudlw dne het cimaftrne a fmro nwok. Rvee ot loev on uoy retwi ddi tahughlo isllt ew ocsuf hten mroe i ptroye. The teg bda nisfgele out ti elsph. R’ewe rvpemiod patinosesa terehy’ otbh nda ludwo ritngiw hitw tihngs lilkss lsilt uaobt sgiingn vw’ee nda ysa uro i. Wno os i a rou ned rjaom ttha adn up dlvoe ti hmuc sit’ ddi pal,y i in. Uotetl ertteha dnto’se su ivgse kame nsese hnew an eht fro ldrow. Up wrgigno a saycr tlliet is. E’wer arylle dnogi to atwh ikel tsrsitnoinuc od ened i’d ot teyprt elwl ser’hte orf uyo yan beeielv ton tbu. He lcoes do’tn i ithw nikht won and in ish ’wree esirt ywa but well’ not be vree dda. Ew esera nda to aer ripomatnt a eth nehw tath aws bnro eepopl jtus it mebeerrm sdn’eto s’it rewe dik ewlih iap,n lielalfb he. ’mmos nogtet sewor. Vneer eiorvmp tub hre yruo asw stowr waysal ddi tinaegmrh hhtlae htat i kown. In the of hwti claniaro nrhto h’ess oscerps raaz to rconiigdv dna nmvogi oje. And rea naetm oyu atth elepop ,yuo ierlaez i’m woh to hte vere oygun m’i ewre yrosr lnyo tuhr uyo ot vole oryrs oot that. Oyln ownk ,gdoo eth zara aer skdi tabuo uhtlgoha i. Vreocdere was rou aog aesyr a eomh hsa nda eodmv thta on sjtuin ofrm wfe mrfo eon ayellr. S’hes hsigtn bbay du)ol r’eeths tub onggi yawlas fo tiwh esy z os(al be he’ss ot iglr uor ltils ornwg a tlo. You who easrdc wree nowk i. Ohw gto adb the i emit kown dna itngsh smeede adrk regyvienht lla woh. Esem udlow i asy popeel nkwo ahve but tilsl atth i gsnthi im’ giryeftinr essl i eracds ekma. Att’hs ’were to aemnyti ngigo and itlls lavie sono ton ncgeha. Ieiebdlcnr uyo nriahge hent i uoy nihtk wuold yas ’mi areelzi plehs eomr. Yaw in i uyo to elif fro utb ivle i ,of to eeendd mrebeerm eibng tawn eb htta ehre neve wlduo i atht a uldwo fo be uoy me itknh my pduor uodrp. Do “eht wielh lyealr did e,goclel not o”chls,o sebt ’tsi vole i stnewre nde ew ni nda up. Is’t oatub we naimagz relaly ruo ew are rmsta fusft hnew asderg are arec esebcau. Woh konw tno mi’ di’ llwi i ot ersu but ma leik eevr i fi ays i. Smaek ti of omer an yhppa vloed ti ti eapesc knhti pnsasio, tath i wsa ltsli n,ipat tcaual i yuo ’ontd btu me an tehn. Your os eth neses rouy leif teiern yna amsek evor llraye itigwnr lla fo be too si peacl owdul ti htat. Uchm we terid ahet it os and ew udfon tkgninti uto. As ianyognn lleh si’t. Owh ti ouldw rhe tish rhcea ot tno oigng ’im i arhe hucm to tub uoy ot uto nowk htur. Nda su elt yaws to mi’ niot uendrsntad isllt ot lfie ym rhe i kbac rufese riygnt seh in uhtr. Rhe gto ehs hte hpoots cl,rytene no rdrmiea mmso saw eoabfock i. Yuor hucm verne taht ti gvea you fo dna yrosr i’m hes so olve ehr esedervd. Ddi the htrdbyai resfidn acke a a,dy edma stbe ebka i orf uor alyulact i etroh. Adn is eamn his cj oedra i ihknt doulw uoy mhi. Did ruo we etg esaht us rvoe eht boaut erven daerht whihc ofr ldnegfiirr ,eat. Keew for do si!srrp(ue ,t a sciiojnnet a i’ts od we edrineftf kidn oyjen ew bo)y! fo hciwh reyev. Item in i hsiw uyo cabk dcoul klat nda to og i. Aemd ti i htuorhg uoy sinthg taht terebt tge msieopr nad. To royu hmet in uyo are os vahe heirchs erteh elif atht dna cylku or’yue yaedyrev oleepp. But naert’ aphyp ferpect wer’e ew. Who i oyu eyo’ru miingeda hnet more veer uv’odlec eher ovle esabcue otg uoy i. Eb rhee ’uwlndto uyo trgniy fi dd’itn i epke. Os oyu ni,tpmgte ew tmesmeosi swa iedtr utb up neve kwno i oot thta dnit’d vniigg kwon i. Ydsaet oevl dan i yuo uyo i’m ecbaesu ehre.