A letter from May 24th, 2020

Cdasre. Arydyeev nktih i be fo my i wheil ilfe a orf easrdc wlil im’ and. Ew sgrerinpes out alclyatu rstun nlgo the term has lla fetecfs od. Ont orsyr swa tugohht? yuo ’im ehr uoy aytlheh ora,ura drwol a ewre’ uothhtg ni ldevi herew vere oelv tihw adn ohw ewldu’ov. Od hvea goign nssoipa i acrthee a am orf a dna be it i to ltlsi eyrlal. ’evwe i ber,ett od eogtnt nhikt i yllrea ytulr. Dah whta i uoy undof shit ednede oyu evlo ouy tub ti tn’saw we’ve iemt knith eth uohhttg. Rfo rae oyu adn oduwl owh olve sdnifer owdlr ohw thta uoy aveh fro vieg lpeepo otw hte uyo you. Ytrfeqeuln ellab ro eth aketld eitm uoy bmmerere and tub (atr)s eranfc,s i dto’n i satl ndccaee ltlsi saiasr, ot klat. T’ond thme olluy’ i vglion evre knthi opts. Tno noe get aott,to idd we ldouw fanilyl a ypalobrb oyu xepcet touahglh. Ist’ pmeo yuo veol edn lwudo nkow a iterncfma hte eqtou mrof uhgtoh, i hchwi. Ot hotgualh i tyreop we llits hten scfuo ouy reve idd no rmeo velo triwe. Lpehs abd tuo ti tge glfeenis eht. Ingwtri llsti nthgis dlowu ew’ev ptonsasaei uor ivopermd lklsis yt’here asy and niggsin r’wee hitw uobta thob i dna. Os pu dan a ddi t’is den wno i oarmj i umch that ,aply dolev ruo ni it. Ldrow fro isgev an ensse mkae us esnod’t atreteh ehnw toutle eth. Si etillt pu rycas a nogwgri. ’erwe for to alryle ielk ebeilev roisitucntns rthee’s you yan dene to ’id ttypre utb idgno not lwle od twah. Shi in with were’ kntih be lle’w ’ndto nto erve i ywa esclo btu dda dna eh won tiers. Resea ew wiehl ’otnesd dna rae tjus htat to rwee eth it fllleaib ikd toartnmip leopep ermebrem he ,apni a obrn hnwe s’ti aws. Oerws smom’ ogtten. Rouy btu lethha knwo torsw erh i did yaawsl erven atht swa mpierov intrmgeha. Dna to caaolirn whit azra joe of inocigrdv iomgvn ni ess’h htorn hte psseocr. Ohw het to trhu ’im uoy taht rsryo gynou yoln adn oto ,ouy emtna yuo eevr are mi’ elpeop weer olev yrsor ttah zaeelri to. Raza ear i ikds utboa wokn ghhatulo nyol ,godo the. Ormf wfe saw rou veeorrecd nad omevd a neo no nsituj mrof atht ylerla ago hsa ysrae mhoe. Be oru osal( to ihtw z lot a ert’esh ’hses of tbu sse’h sey ilgr ginog wongr ybab saawly llist snthgi d)ulo. Nkow owh eewr i dcraes uoy. Dark i all ogt hwo thisgn eeemsd wnko yhgvnreeit abd owh eht eimt and. Emse i hatt ouldw itlls onwk ehav less asy i tub ihtgns rcedsa oplpee rtgiyfnrei ekma i’m i. Vaile enhacg dan as’tht ltsli niggo ot noso erew’ inmeayt ont. Zireael bclnederii omre you i oyu mi’ ehpsl owudl ysa tenh irgeahn tnihk. Begni eb eb my i em uoy ni wdulo atnw a upord hatt neev wdolu ot nikth fo rfo i orpud rehe fo, oyu iefl lvie i to endede embrrmee ayw but that. Lvoe steb t“he sti’ do ew o”hcslo, tno rtsween adn iwhle in i pu ned lealry did l,goeecl. Ylaelr ueacbse zngaami rea henw we our aerdgs cera mrats we are taubo tsffu ’sit. Utb ’di i i ays owh ’mi rsue ma fi i like liwl ont rvee nowk to. Oyu orme inkth askme na ti oedvl pyaph swa htat ti ,paint oa,psisn siltl catlau me tenh na it sceape of i notd’ utb i. Oot nsese eamks orve so fo lal oyur ti the eyarll ttha any itrene eb cpeal ruoy lowud efil iwntrgi si. Humc we aeht tdrie it we uto dan fduno ntiktngi os. Hlle aoniynng sa t’si. I out hsit thur her btu ti recha ot lwdou tno wnko ggion to hucm ’im how rahe you ot. Nigryt i and onti su htur ilfe her ym ackb sueref mi’ yswa sllit ehs tel to nradtnesdu ni to. Mosm her creylet,n i ofakbeco dmreiar swa oshopt hte hes ogt no. Ti soyrr of i’m uhmc os and egav vedsedre oyru you ehr ehs tath enrev velo. Orf our the i yad, idd i ydiabthr keba a ltalyacu sebt hteor aeck mead edrnisf. Dan roeda ish hinkt enma jc si i him lwoud ouy. Ew uor te,a hwcih idd rveo ervne gfdriliner eahst arhedt su toabu tge hte fro. Ew !yo)b we einnijotcs ,t a fo ihhcw r(!ssiepur a t’si kwee inkd fro njeyo od yeerv do drntiefef. Uodlc siwh i ot abkc go nda ltak i ni meti oyu. I adn egt it uyo mdae ttha retetb prmsoei hrgothu nghist. Hatt so nda hcirhes aer to ouy terhe avhe uyore’ eilf in tehm yuro cluky peopel ryveydea. Tbu ew wee’r an’ret yppah perceft. Oyu reom i tehn tgo reeh ceeasub reve i ’oevlcdu u’ryoe woh idainegm loev you. Nouwtdl’ iyrtgn uoy eekp be ereh fi int’dd i. Idt’dn iginvg aws oto oyu rteid nkow os i we up semtseomi knwo neev i iptgne,tm tath tub. Uyo yuo rehe dsaety ’im i aebsecu olev dan.