A letter from May 24th, 2020

Ecsadr. A my im’ hnkit eliwh rfo eilf eb fo i nda dreasc vedryeay i wlli. Uto teh fftseec lal term ash altaylcu logn do we rtnsu esserrgpin. A,rarou evlo im’ rwlod asw adn olvued’w htt?oguh whree yhhatle rw’ee uohtght ni vdlie orsyr hitw her owh yuo not eevr a uyo. Ma ispnaso orf ti larlye hvae do hcrteae i ot lltis ngoig i be and a a. Onetgt do ,tetrbe hinkt w’vee i yutrl rlleay i. Oyu ouy odfnu nthik hda imte na’stw ihst eth eendde oelv oyu toghthu hwta i weev’ it tbu. Woh dna hte uwdlo leov rodwl uoy wto fsredni rea ttah ohw peeolp uoy fro oyu ouy orf ievg ahve. Casnrf,e i lsat to yuo emit or )a(trs tqeylfnure utb tlak dan llist no’dt eht ri,aass i ecncaed alebl ebemrmre lketad. Hktin i mteh lou’ly spot erve nlgivo otd’n. Roybaplb ton uoy a tt,tooa epcxte ew ugaolthh lainyfl oen teg luwdo ddi. Ned lwuod vleo i’st ghtuho, ueqot aftecrmin rofm i a whhic het uoy nkow eomp. Olev no enth thholgua idd we tpyoer trewi tllis uyo mroe eevr i fusoc ot. Tuo phsel eth tge dab it gesiflne. Boaut hobt ntigsh isningg sllit oru heert’y wloud evpromid lkssli v’ewe nad dan i asy riwgnit aaeiossptn whti we’er. A it os sti’ ramjo dna ni ayp,l muhc oru ovdel i tath i pu now ddi ned. Owldr an het dt’ones sseen amek su eartthe wnhe fro touetl vgesi. A etlitl wgnirog carsy si up. Ot hrte’se keli ened lelw ubt fro not nay yuo wer’e ngdio i’d to tawh od otniurssncti erllay tptyre beeveli. He ont i ni riset eevr but yaw ihs wel’l be close ihntk won od’tn hiwt dda r’ewe and. It wsa tsuj nad robn were hte nmaprttoi tath we eresa its’ aer dik eblllifa plpoee ot ,nipa entsdo’ lwieh embmerre eh a hewn. Enogtt srewo m’osm. Mrgahnite wonk tahhel did her was but wasyal htta i wstro movpier ruyo neevr. Vmiong cnairoal of het joe ’shes iocvgirnd in dna rzaa htwi ronht pocessr to. Teh ovel rae to rosyr nyuog ttah ohw ouy, nad i’m tanem uoy rleziea yonl royrs m’i rewe ahtt to oto ouy eppole hutr reev. Thlogauh i aer kdis uatbo dogo, hte arza only wokn. Ofmr llyaer htta mofr was mhoe syaer noe nda ewf rorceevde no our has eomdv a jsunti oga. A gowrn tr’hsee rlig lto eb tlsli ihtw to aslo( nighst ogngi z es’sh esy but of hss’e yabb salwya oru dolu). I wree wokn ouy radcse ohw. I ghnsti dba rdak lal ieryventgh mtie tgo the demees ohw owkn how dna. Wokn wldou ays tiifgeynrr esem poeepl ttha i rcedsa mi’ sels i i kmea btu vahe sightn tlils. Nda ont ivael lltis neyaimt iggon ot hnacge oson asht’t ’were. Knhti i hent heslp omre creeiilbnd uoy iahenrg oyu olwud say zrleiea ’mi. Urpod atwn i i enev ot me rehe utb olwud needde fo bneig hnkit a owdul ot fro you wya be yuo remermbe lvie of, ahtt i eb ym urpod atht ni feli. L,oohcs” tseb dne i tno enwtres nad yelral velo pu ni e“th idd gelelo,c ew do ts’i wehli. Ew agders we rae ear izngaam oru sftuf ramst nehw aelylr eseaubc boaut rcea ’sti. ’mi ot tbu i i elki fi ton erve urse will ’di am ays i nokw owh. Ubt swa tlils an it a,itnp ti it etnh hapyp mroe of d’not i em tkhni i na hatt cutlaa you eamsk epsace s,paonis lvedo. Nesse eb oerv asmke eilf lla oyru royu enrtie nya so ti oludw si atth fo rllaye epcla too het winigtr. Ntntkiig we dna thea os uot cmuh we idetr donfu it. Sa lhle st’i noigaynn. Tuo would owh i’m to ot it yuo konw but ton hist aher chmu rtuh oggin erh rehac i ot. I in her ot nad ygnitr su elfi awys ot dendtusarn ym mi’ tle bcka niot hes eeusfr hutr llits. Rhe asw no i eht iedrmra poosth she elc,tryne tog ofcoabek moms. Uoy ehs taht rneve and fo mi’ rosyr os hre aevg rouy edseredv lvoe hcmu it. Rhoet i drneisf keca tcalauly y,ad the bayrhdit eamd for beak a tebs uor i did. Ish dna si cj eodra nikth i ouldw hmi mnea you. Su dhetra evro idd fro we eta, frdenilrig hcwhi ashte the oatub veenr uor get. ,t a dnik fidrnftee sr(ureisp! yejon ekew a chiwh we we jictsnenio fro od its’ fo eyevr yb!o) od. Ihsw itme bcak in i katl ouy go adn i ot coudl. Sithng rhgtohu tteerb ti i adn gte peomsri eamd ahtt you. Mthe in flie cluyk rhsehci peolpe eryedyav eehtr hatt oryu yu’roe oyu ot os rea nda hvae. We fctrpee ewre’ tbu hpypa taner’. I vole i uoy how erhe nhet tog oyue’r evre iagmneid eeuscba rmoe yuo dluo’cve. ’tonluwd fi inytrg n’tdid i be oyu peek ehre. I too i htta nwok nivggi we ’dnitd pu eemmstosi btu mtpint,ge vnee os nokw yuo rited saw. M’i uaeebcs uyo uoy levo dan steady rhee i.