A letter from May 24th, 2020

Aserdc. Ym eb a dresca i dayyreev will elhiw rfo i nhkti lefi and of m’i. Yacautll tnurs ognl eht tou rmet hsa do we lal inserrsgpe ectffes. Ohthtgu her ouara,r uewdvlo’ e’rew vldei a rdwol and iwth erev ?uogtthh you rsoyr woh yuo ton saw ni wreeh ’mi loev tahheyl. Am dan evha i ti ainpsso ognig ylrlae do i to be orf a a sillt hcereta. Tgeotn i hnkti do i lytru yerlla eew’v ,bteter. Uyo hda vleo noufd stih wtah you weve’ teim htnki it i het aw’stn uththgo but dneede you. And you yuo hwo uoy ohw rldwo thta dnesfir orf vahe ovel aer evig eeppol hte ulwdo fro otw uyo. Ndo’t lryueqtefn tsill i trs)(a tkal dncecea ouy ro ldkeat llabe emermrbe asar,si eitm ar,fesnc dna but i teh ltas to. Psto ul’loy tmhe kniht eerv notd’ iovgln i. Ddi eno bpbryloa nto hluhtgao ew expcet you atoot,t get a lfilayn uwodl. Eht mepo i dne toeuq a s’ti fcneirmta oyu hiwch from veol ohug,th ludwo onwk. Oyu tirwe lislt ucsof nhet rtypeo mero reve idd ot lveo ahtohlug on we i. Tuo it sleph the flseiegn gte dba. Uor nigngsi dan whti adn ’veew ays gthnis iklssl irwtgni edirpomv ’ewer uotab oudlw tslil tehyer’ i opssnaaeit otbh. Atht i is’t up uro it i jmoar humc so ddi now ayp,l a in dan volde nde. Hnew od’esnt louett su tethrea kmea gievs an senes for hte lwdro. Ileltt up ggnwoir ycsra is a. Tbu to od to lyerla trypet rfo oyu tsnrsuctinoi tawh ellw nede leki eelivbe ngdio ont yan ersh’et i’d r’wee. Sloce tdn’o he iwht ubt add tnkhi i not seirt his won nad wya be wle’l in ee’rw veer. It reew ploepe ahtt kid utsj wlhei dan we anpi, fbaillle o’ndets oatmniptr eht saw he a is’t raees enwh era rmbeerme bnor ot. Otetgn omsm’ srowe. Rhe erevn etlhha i aylaws swa htat ubt oury idd mhengitra meivpor wstro knwo. The ’sseh eoj gicrndovi raza in fo to ihwt dna imonvg clrniaoa tnroh rpocsse. Oyung ot ruht ezlriae lyon era eth ot elov ’im reew eloppe yuo, ohw too uyo ’mi oryrs uyo tath htat evre nad teman srory. I aulohhgt rea ynol azra kdsi aobut teh o,odg nkwo. Arsey vdome sah neo hmoe frmo gao lrlaey oru wsa on dvreoreec efw tnisuj a htat fomr nda. L)udo esh’s z of otl eb ybab twih a (slao ilslt gihstn btu ot ggino eshs’ esy rou onrgw ’ehsret laswya ligr. Who esacdr i onkw ouy weer. Hte sdmeee radk otg bad owh i eimt all owkn inyertvhge dan ihtnsg woh. Uwdlo i that seem ithgsn sya i epoelp i less tbu gyrernfiti rdecsa amke ehva i’m ltlis onkw. Gnigo nto valie a’thts cnghae weer’ ymnetia oosn ot lslti dan. I emro neth ouy lebiincdre pselh ilaezre yas khnti yuo ’mi ehngria udwol. Eingb i fo ielv i pourd my fro ayw oyu eb to ouy uowdl nedede ot me ni nthik tath lief udolw rehe neve wnta ordpu a of, rmereemb atth i tbu be. “het ”h,ocsol ’sti do rlleya lgle,oce steb pu nda ew tewrens elov did tno ielhw in dne i. St’i rasmt ear auebsec ear ew erca uro we zainamg atbuo hwen sergad fufst rlylae. Utb ever leik if how sure i ’im ot i i illw know not ma di’ asy. Yuo an nkhti utb capsee tnod’ em acautl ethn doevl ti fo na i ti ltlsi asw remo ta,ipn ppyah kesma ti i atht npsis,oa. Yrou be ealryl reinet ilfe wluod ti skaem fo yuor snees si voer oot lecpa nay irgniwt thta het os lla. Ew it mchu ritde and so dounf haet ew out ttkngini. Gannonyi ellh ’sti as. Ot ti to erh uhmc ohw urht i to sthi ggion uot uyo reah uolwd utb i’m otn nwko aehrc. Us ehr ot ndenrtsuda wyas urht dan efil tel ot my bkca i into ni ’im llits gnirty rfusee hes. Ehr ebkocaof ehs i eeynr,clt ogt aws osmm redrmai thospo on hte. Aveg ehr os im’ she ti you hatt adn of hmuc rsryo your srdeeevd olve verne. I fro did emda het atyuallc tohre ,ayd best i ahybitdr serdfin uro kace a eakb. Si hintk him jc dna uyo lwduo nema i hsi edroa. We oru evner etg eifdnlgrri hiwhc us etahs hte fro did et,a ahretd vero oautb. ’sit ew we icwhh a eewk )!oyb nejoy a od dink nijineocst eevyr fro od ,t fo sr!iues(pr rnfetiefd. I ltka ihsw to you tmie nda codul kabc og in i. Tihnsg erispmo rbeett atht ouy i ghrohut edam get adn it. Heav htta eolpep trehe dvyryaee crseihh oyu era so uoyr to uyoe’r adn in mthe ulkcy leif. Ypaph er’we ew reant’ petefrc utb. Hetn l’vdecou yeou’r levo how uyo eerv i yuo daiemgin i rehe rmoe secbaue gto. I nitryg ndwt’olu if ekpe erhe eb tdi’nd ouy. Ew gnigiv knwo i utb ’ddint mmtseioes so enve oto kwno swa eitrd oyu up i m,ngtptei atth. I oyu uoy m’i ovle eesuabc rehe dna deatys.