A letter from May 24th, 2020

Caresd. A ilfe eb i rof thnik my vdeayrye cearsd of i’m liwl whlie i dna. Eth stfecef od emtr glon ew seriegprsn has tou nsurt lal luatlayc. Yuo wre’e in ewreh thlhaye i’m and twih elvo a reh auo,rra tno tuhgo?th yuo rryso dlvei aws hthutog oveuwl’d ever ohw dlowr. Veah i it to taerehc lrayel a nggio ma and a i be fro sitll pisnsao do. I tnkhi aylelr i trteeb, eottgn ew’ve ltyur do. Lveo as’tnw eedden oyu ouhgtht i uyo hatw had yuo isht unfdo e’vwe btu kthin eht imet it. Esdnrfi ahtt vahe owh nad teh who rof evol ear rfo evgi eeplop oyu yuo uoy you ludow ordlw wto. Or ouy ebermerm bllae t’dno i arfcse,n cnaceed ltsli rsais,a utb ot and the time tlsa tsar() yulnfrtqee i ktal adkelt. Vree mhet psto ihntk i loivng ol’uly on’td. Tge xtpece oyu owuld a ew ddi oen alilyfn lyabbpor taott,o goulhtha ont. Mepo etuqo mtencairf i uoy nkwo love end ghh,tou ludow a cwhhi teh omfr ts’i. Yuo ofcus triew to tilsl ddi tnhe otyepr evlo we ever oghhluat i mero on. Hlpes enfsgeil uot adb it teh gte. Nda buato sya w’ere i eyhr’et igisngn lstil iwntigr apntesasio with slkils wv’ee ivdmpeor igtsnh ulowd nda hbot rou. ,ypal ruo ttha dan s’it pu ormaj i os uhcm evldo won did i ti ni ned a. Us endtos’ akem olrwd orf teraeht an evsgi when eht snees totelu. Csyar a iltlte pu wggiron is. Ew’er not to to lelayr sitsnnoirtcu idgon eilbvee ellw yuo ende etytpr for elik utb ’id htwa od ’estehr yan. Otn tihw dad ierst l’lew erwe’ dna celos reve way eh but eb nwo to’nd i in his ikhtn. Rease pelpoe we n’soedt kid rea tath s’it was ot nad he rinaptmot mebmrree it jtus eerw ,apni a eht nwhe bnor iallbefl wlhie. M’smo esowr ngeott. Ahtleh erven was hatt i erh onwk btu ostwr swayla ivproem rteghaimn idd oyur. To orspesc dan fo joe se’hs in the otnrh raza wtih vodcigrni ioaanclr ngmiov. Ot reew orrsy ttha ’im zlreaei ot too nda hte tnaem ouy trhu sryro gyoun rae reve ovel ohw taht eoppel ouy oy,u i’m lnyo. Ohahtglu i eht era odog, konw zraa idsk oabut lony. Uro ecedrvore sarye saw ewf vdmoe nad ttha mrfo jsnitu goa from a hmoe ylrael no noe sha. Uro bayb es’sh yaaslw tlo sye ngorw lrig z hwti s’ehs (olsa a fo uodl) litls seeh’rt btu ot sgihtn eb iogng. Rwee kwno arsced i how oyu. Wonk lal tog mdeese dan mtie trhnyvgiee woh het rkda i gisnth owh dab. I taht keam eyigrtfrni nkow tsignh peeolp i eesm scaedr tub i oluwd i’m stlil ehva ssel asy. Re’ew sono acehgn ltlsi dan gogni httas’ to niemtya tno aeliv. I arlizee eorm ouwld inaregh yuo hpsle htne ays yuo khnti m’i ebneidcrli. Ourpd eddnee o,f eher atnw em be utb orf ywa tnikh i lvei ot erebrmme would my feil i that in ot udrop eevn dluwo binge you that i you a fo be. Los”c,ho lelyra hiwel end eh“t idd legeol,c sbet voel od s’it i ni pu not twsreen and ew. Usabcee caer mrsat eyrlal sfuft egdasr rae gzmaain rea oru ew i’st buoat hnew we. Nto ruse liwl i tub ielk yas ’id eerv nwko ma hwo ’mi i fi i ot. Fo an it enth ti isltl asw t,ipan em yapph ti htnik p,nosais i tuaacl tbu deovl meor i taht na cspeae uyo t’don sekma. All oury ylreal dowlu eorv too caepl it eb fo lfei rnteie yna trwngii htta so is uory enses hte kemas. Undof nda ew mhuc ew tuo ti os gittknin ehta ertdi. Lehl nniyoagn ’its sa. Ot reahc i isth rhe hwo dowlu hrae rthu but you it hmcu nwok not giogn ’im tou to ot. Erfues ackb erdutsndna to dan htru noit my us i’m lefi ot ehr ltlis i in elt she wsya tnygri. Yercltn,e erdimra on eth got bcfkaoeo i saw her toshop esh moms. Ehr vaeg ’im ryou orsry dveeesdr uhcm hes fo dna so atth enerv yuo oevl it. Dyiahbrt i ofr ebak y,da i ekca oethr mdea a edfnsri uro sebt idd uatalcyl eht. Enam cj wolud rdeoa and hiktn ihs oyu i is mhi. Esaht eorv ddi orf ,tea tge dgfirilenr oru uoabt ew hwihc rthaed hte su veern. Rfo od is(ru!spre nyejo do a iefrnedtf t, hwich ew t’is dkin by)o! a otcesinjni ervey fo we ewke. Hisw nad ni bcka tmie ouy i i loudc ot atlk og. Nad i omesipr ouy stgihn tath tberte htgohur it eadm gte. Tehm rhtee so evha yyvadere kuylc yuro ni ur’yeo htta eppelo dan rae life uoy rihehsc to. Aypph w’eer tcerfpe n’rtae ew utb. Roem iiagendm i uoy olev i l’ocduev otg you aucsebe neth eerh vree yerou’ ohw. ’uodtnlw i ntdid’ if eerh uyo ryngit epke eb. Asw tath ew i wokn i isesmtemo gvingi os driet ’iddnt ouy oot veen utb kwno tmnpgi,te pu. Dan usaeceb uoy evlo i oyu mi’ rhee ytsdae.