A letter from May 24th, 2020

Crsdea. Rveydyae liwl ’im acesdr adn my ihlwe i i fiel orf of a be htikn. Uto has ffsecte we rtsnu od llatcuya temr lal hte olng srpregsnie. Ewehr erve t?htguho im’ hre euov’wld veild twih was ree’w oyu osyrr aytehlh dan you uothght ovel in who tno u,araro a lrdow. Lislt be ngogi i etaerhc yaelrl do a am a i ti fro pasosin avhe and to. Thnki i do ve’ew ,tbeert gnotte ryult ylarel i. Onduf meti het you i eevw’ hhtguot eovl ’tawsn oyu ti hsit uyo ahtw kitnh enddee dah btu. Are ofr oyu hwo you loepep thta evlo hvea egiv het rfensdi lrowd adn uoy tow ulowd ofr ouy woh. Time het leabl cceneda stla tn’do r,aasis i enfa,crs slilt )rt(as i you ot tub qylntefuer tdlkea aklt mmrerbee ro and. Do’tn mhet ongvil i reve ikhtn stop ’llouy. Iylnlaf not uoy udowl ew opayblbr uloahtgh egt ddi a eetxpc noe oot,att. Hho,tug velo s’ti chhiw uoqet duwlo a fareicmnt i okwn yuo mofr empo edn teh. Ouy focsu elov hlgotauh we ot idd no rtiew roetpy ever tneh i rome tllsi. The bda it phsel nflieesg get otu. Tsignh iapneosast rou isnnigg othb iwrignt slksil ays odvipmre and whit i otbau dlouw litls weve’ tryeh’e dan w’ere. I a i dan ttah ni la,yp odvel mojra did it now pu uor os s’it chum dne. Orf nso’etd ttleuo us emak eaetrth svieg an rdolw hte neess newh. Cryas is pu gnrowgi llttie a. Lkie lyealr wlel ’di nto ot eerw’ trpyet ot dgoni theser’ ouy do rof oticruntinss but ende wtha eebievl nya. Dad yaw i re’we nkith evre esclo dna eistr ont ubt hwit his eb nwo ’ndot l’ewl he in. Ia,np tsi’ eh aws welhi nwhe eod’nts we lppeeo a dna het dik era notmiptar htat tujs rerememb to erew alelblif brno rease ti. Egtnto owers mmo’s. Enrve hhtlae emrpoiv utb reh ownk awlsay did i taht swa yuor argenitmh wtsor. Fo ot rntoh wiht novgmi in eoj ssreocp eht raaz icvnirdog shes’ lrainaco nda. Vree olny ugnyo iezlear sryor thru hwo oot to rsoyr yuo thta taht yu,o lveo wree eth dan mi’ ot era ppeleo ouy mtena i’m. Kisd raza yoln aer the dg,oo hhoauglt i buoat okwn. And swa mvdeo omeh gao htta no neo mrof a llaeyr ijnust rmof hsa wfe rou dceervreo yasre. Laways be fo our eh’ss goign btu do)ul lto whit ogrwn tese’hr ignhst hses’ sla(o yabb esy z ot a sllit rilg. Oyu wokn owh csdera i eerw. Dan mite how het bad wkno lla rkda i hwo trynehvige got sghnit edmees. Dcares i mees pelope i ehav say gtrieynfri i kame sels louwd atth utb onwk m’i ihtngs sllit. Adn otn gngio nceagh to onos ee’wr istll eilva t’hsat mnityea. I inhkt ’mi ealrzei dbilcrenei you uyo tnhe asy hsple dwuol hrainge omer. Opdur leiv eehr to bgien f,o my yaw but uprod fro that in i fo enddee eenv ifle ttah be eb ot duwol wlduo tnaw a i oyu em oyu i rbeermem tknih. Tnweers ovel did lalyer i do in nda ”os,lhco den llc,geeo whlie et“h we etbs pu tno tis’. Oatbu are nehw ist’ ew uesbace we rae oru lyerla erca drseag zmnaiag ratsm tusff. ’im fi am i to lilw ohw but ilke i yas nkow eevr i’d nto i ruse. It vleod kames nhkti aptin, ouy ti htta i payhp was ti tnhe tbu meor an me epaesc lslit no’td i of nisspoa, luaatc an. It erov lal essne nay os uyro laeyrl teh too kmsea wrgiint be ilfe si ttha lcpae oyru fo lwuod iernet. Fnudo kingittn out nad hmuc so drtie ti ew htae we. Lleh sa tsi’ innaonyg. I oyu how nokw to acehr ot btu muhc htru ’mi hist her nto rhea luodw ti ongig tuo ot. Eefsur wyas gtniry to i i’m tnoi ym ni us ilef rtadeundns uthr dna elt ehs ot back litsl ehr. Etrcy,lne swa ohtops omms oofbaekc i gto teh eiamrrd esh her on. Rorys so evga hes dan fo uhmc ’im it nrvee evlo erh edrvdsee uryo uoy ahtt. Tllycaua oerht edam birtdahy ddi rou ckea ebst yd,a sdrnief akbe i for a hte i. Ithkn mih dna mean shi droae i wdulo ouy si jc. ,eat vnree ew ddi gte roev darhte cwihh uor shaet taoub lfirgnedir fro su the. Od ew inkd rof siu!srpr(e a do a t, oy!)b fiefdenrt hcihw ’its we oenyj ewek verye fo ijtcnonsie. Teim ot ni cakb and i go i uyo hsiw takl doucl. Egt i nad sghnti it rttbee uoy gohruht meda isomepr ttha. Htat vyaredey eehrt ot yklcu in oruy hrescih eepolp lfie are mhte yore’u os ehav you adn. Ew paphy btu tepcfer r’wee ’anert. Owh devou’cl got yuo i mroe yuo yer’uo eerh daieigmn cebeasu oevl ever hten i. Ndt’id hree kpee eb yuo wnd’tlou i rtgyin fi. Idter ew neve up oot sitomseem wkno ,inetmgpt tn’ddi uyo wsa gginiv os hatt btu i onwk i. Dan ereh aesbeuc dtsaye ’mi you i yuo elov.