A letter from May 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey It's you but 11 years old! How you doing I found this website on Tiktok (don't know if that's still around but I was bored and it's 6:45 in the morning give me a break -w-). I have a lot of questions so let's just start k! So have you finished middle school yet? Was it as hard or as easy as Jamie told us it would be? Hows Ma doing is she still around? (if not I'm sorry ill tell her I love her for you!). Are you and dad doing better? We aren't doing so hot but it could be worse you know -w-. What's popular? Here have a quick throwback! (Tiktok, RIP Vine, Justalk, House party, Royal high, Roblox, Minecraft, Fortnight, and Corona Virus). As of writing this it's 2020 so you know the year of the disaster. Are you and Dezzy still planning on moving to Paris together? Do you wanna be a baker still? I hope so but if not go take the world by storm for me! What about you and Breanna Brandon? We don't talk a lot right now but I really miss hanging out with her so don't forget her okay. Hows the crew? (Are Janya, Resse, Taylor, Alexis, and Alana still with you? Have you talked to Jay in a while? I and he aren't doing the best sibling wise but these things take time. What about our squad? (Dezzy, Heidi, and Alvin). I'm trying to figure out if I have a crush on Alvin or not but its a work in progress. He's really funny and cute but SUCH a bad influence. Okay this is a bit embarrassing but I regret nothing. Soooooo hows that tickling thing going for ya? I really enjoy the cutesy side of it but I haven't told anyone but maybe you'll be more confident. I wanna tell Dezzy but I probably won't. At least you won't judge me soo HAH! I'm struggling with school but it not half bad ( My sleep schedule could use some improvement though -w-). ... Top or bottom;-;. So you find a boyfriend yet? WAIT ARE WE ***!? gOSH DANG MOMS GONNA BE CONFUSED -W-. You do you, sis, no judgement here. How did Lumine end on webtoons? I'm really falling in love with it! I don't read many real books but webcomics are fun! Well, I can't think of anything else so if you have a special someone ask them to tickle you k? I really want that for us :). Tell Diana and Jamie and Mom and Everyone that I love them and even though their crazy I love them. Have a good day when you read this is hope you able to calm all your problems but if not keep the fight for me, soldier...I'm rooting for ya. Imma go spend time with the people I love for ya in case things fall apart. Oof gtg my breakfast is ready Love ya future me if you're not doing okay then...keep your head up, keep fighting and go make a Tumblr cause it helps mom -w-. Love ya ~Love 11-year-old Peyton who wants boba w-w