A letter from May 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I’m scared, I just want to leave right now, leave this earth.... I want you to know that I do love you but not myself. Sorry if that doesn’t make sense. I don’t feel safe anymore, I don’t belong here. I belong up above to watch over everyone. I’m sorry if I’m dead by the time this was supposed to reach you. This is weird for me because I don’t even know if you’ll be alive in 3 days let alone 6 years.... I want to plan to the future but sometimes it’s hard and I’m so sorry... I’ll write letters often if I’m not dead and thank you if your still alive and well in 6 years 🥵