A letter from May 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hello. How are you doing? Should be doing great. Its a letter from you past self and yeah dont be surprised that you wrote yourself a letter. Dear self just remember you are loved okay and you are not worthless or burden on someone and everyone loves you. You dont need to be strong everytime okay? you can cry your heart out and let the people go to hell if they judge you or anything. Just keep going beautiful and please dont every think about giving up cause you dont whats next okay? I know the things you've gone through weren't easy but you have to keep going and become successfull in life. You might not have a father but babe you've got two moms who mean the world to you and you are their only hope okay? And they love you for infinity and you mean the world to them too okay? so dont give up and that goal of yours. remember when you said you're gonna have a big house for them to stay with all the top facilities then go on and get it. You might need yourself but the world needs you. Your moms need you. Your friends need you i mean only if you've made some good fiends and gotten rid of those toxic ones. I mean ya they are your friends too but they were never there for you. Just be strong okay? And remember that boy zavier yeah that one only go talk to him. He was good okay? And remember that son of a ***** karan. Yeah you do i know you do. Just forget him. You might have by the time you get this letter. He was a mf and son of a ***** i mean if you love somebody why cant you just tell them? and if you dont then why thr hell not tell them and tell them to move the **** on. i mean i've never seen a ******* like him. And got a boyfriend yet or still single as pringle? lol. And if you like somebody or even love i mean if you think just tell your parents cause you know they are always right about your friends and all and you know they are supportive so go tell them dont be shy. And how can i forget gursimar huh? he was a son of a ***** too. *******. And babe remember you have to live alone in this world and everyone will say they will be there for you but nobody will be so maybe go to a therapist or something or write everything down. just dont give up on things. Keep going and keep working. You know im writing all this outta boredom cause this qurantine id making my crazy. And ive said a lot of things up but you know what i think you're pretty happy now and things have been going smoothly by now right? And are you still stuck in this india or you're in foreign. And did you meet your mamu and mami? you might have right? and must be living with them or maybe you're in mumbai? i dont know wherever you are just stay happy and blessed and waheguru bless you and your soul and smile a little more now that you have braces on or off i dont kmow but you look hella pretty when you smile and i love you. ~from a past self to a future and better self with lots of love. p.s. i wrote this letter when i was 15 on date may,23 2020 i mean in case they dont tell you.