A letter from May 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope your skinny like you always wanted to be. love you sis, but go die. JP i hope you havent given up yet. Ik life is hard but ya know its all good. are you still into Evion, yes Evion Curry. Yea I had crazy feelings for him not even gonna lie. Did you guys ever end u dating??? are you still single. Have you had your first boyfriend?? Have you had your first kiss??? Have you talked to Evion??? is the Corona still around??? Who do you like??? who are you dating??? Are you okay??? are you really tall??? Are you popular??? do you have a car??? do you have a licenses??? Do you still use Zoom (the school facetime thing)??? did you end up ever having the corona virus??? Are your grades good??? how was college prep??? still friends with Marilee??? Still friends with Aubrey??? Still friends with Gracie??? Still friends with Shayleigha??? Still play roblox??? okay enough questions!!! Heres how life is rn. uhh i think i have anxiety bc im always playing with things or dancing. also i have suicidel thoughts sum times. But i have never selfed harmed. Although her is the names of the boys i have liked. (that i can rember) Evion Curry Tevin Jekins Cortez Johnson Jesus Diez Malichi Jackson Okay thats it. But now on to the my main friends/ ppl i talk to alot Shayleigha Griffen Marilee Carper Lidiya Taylor Aubrey Cruce Gracie Zimmerman Thats about it tho. Quinton has a job and a permit and thinks hes all grown know smh. I like to listen to sad music and sit in the dark. I cry sometimes and sometimes think im about to die. I think reading this in like 3 years will change things but know im crying and i dont know why. but oh well, does thats till happen to you???? Has Quinton moved out yet?? Anyway Love you girly keep your head up. and if you haven't a;ready get you a man too. omg im freaking hularious. Btw i really like evion so hopefully we make it to the end. But anyways here is some f my favorite things Person: Evion Show: Never have I ever Movie: idrk Color: blue and yellow and black Number: 16 Animal: dog food: apple sauce or steak and rice Drink: water Song: I hope you miss me Time to cry: 12:00-3:00 am Sleep scheduled: ****** up Hair style: down and curly Sport: Softball Thing to do: play video games Listen to while crying: love songs School: FMS