A letter from May 21st, 2020

Wed, May 20 Dear future me, You're probably wondering. Oh wow, I don't remember writing this! Well....you did write it so now you have to read it! Haha. This all began in 11th grade as your 11th grade teacher, Mrs.Sigilio assigned you to write a future letter to yourself. I hope you're doing well. I hope you got your dream future job and hopefully don't have kids yet! I hope you're financially stable and fine! If not then, what in the world did I do? If you're hitting rock-bottom and don't know what to do, just remember to keep pushing yourself. You made it through high school, I'm sure you can make it through any other obstacle life throws at your way. Although, I am still in high school writing this and have the intentions of completing high school, I hope I did get into one of my future college choices. The idea of not knowing what to do with my life is trembling to me. Other than that, I hope you grew up and didn't forget about the important things to you. Like the love for your siblings and I really hope Oliver is still alive. I have so many questions that will only be answered when you see this. Unfortunately, that's how time works and my curiosity will only get to me. I can hope all I want but I need to maintain determined in order to achieve my life goals. I hope by then my outcome is what I chose to lead my path throughout. I'll make this email dated for my future birthday because I want to open this on my special day and no other day. I think if you felt down on that special day, to know that you wrote yourself a letter. At least, I hope that's not the case and you have the people you love today there with you. It ***** me to think that they wouldn't be there and you're all alone. I know you're fierce and smart enough to not let anything drag me down and by that time, you'll be old! I hope you don't have kids and still aren't a fan of them! They're rather scary to me. Wait till you're at least 28-30 please. Live your 20's girl! I mean, that's all my 17 year old can ask. (': Sincerely, yourself.