A letter from May 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi you're not studying mom seems like the only person in this world to love you rn the latest j seems like he's definately playig games i hope he doesnt still mean a lot to you youre like 73 kgs rn youre not ******* studying lockdown has started to seem boring never thought me would wanna go out is your anxiety better? did i say youre not stuying? do you still love t? what about m? s? jg? jl (daddy)? i hope you havent fallen in love with one of those girls ffs please study. HOW MUCH MAGGIE DO I END UP EATING THO? do you love yourself yet? still trying to please dad? **** you btw youre not sttudying rn and i know you wont for a long time stupid *****. please stop eating so much food isnt love. DID YOUR UGLY *** STOP SMOKING? are you still too anxious to get out of the house? please dont be embarassed by this we both know what youve been upto you ****. p.s. send cigs and maggie pps i love you please be alive. and happy.