A letter from May 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Today I had a total meltdown. It was bad like really bad. I was telling myself to **** my self and that no one deserves I piece of **** like me. I apologized all the people I was rude to, my family, and my friends because they deserve a apologize. I am really mad at my mom though. It was like she didn’t care but than I thought maybe she didn’t. I am so ****** up. I am a bad person. I am a bad friend. I am a bad daughter. I really do deserve to die. Wow. Well I hope that you are having a great day after your birthday if your still alive. From your past self, Payton