A letter from May 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are doing good. I am just going to talk about everything and I hope this letter finds you well. I hope you are still best friends with Ann and made up with Jessica somehow. I hope you got Katherine out of your life because she is toxic and rude. I hope high school went well and you are got in a good collage. I wonder how Mom and Dad are? Are peter and Norah also doing good? I don't know if you remember or not, but right now Covid - 19 is taking over the world. I wonder if we found the cure or vacine? I also wish you a happy birthday. Covid - 19 is going to ruin my 13th birthday. It is going to be sad and not nearly as fun. I really want to hug someone right now. How are Norah and Peter? I know they can be annoying at times, but they are family and you really do love them, even if you don't think so. Can I tell you a secert? They love you back! I know it sounds crazy, but they do; with all their heart. I hope you have a stable job and found someone who loves you no matter what. Do you remember Kevin? Well, I really like him. Can you give me any tips? I hope in high school you did one of two things: 1. You learned how to do make up adn became really popular. or 2. You became the quiet kid that is really smart and dosen't really talk. I hope you have soem good memories and will never forget who you truly are on the inside. I hope you don't do any self harm and are happy. Right now, I am tired and depressed a lot, but Ann really helps me. Do you remember our symbol. It was an A with out the line in the middle and an E over it and the middle line for the E lined up with the A. I want to get a tattoo of it when I am 18, what do you think? I just finished catching up on all of my missign assiments. Do you have a boyfriend? I hope so because i am very lonley right now. What is it like to have everything go your way? Like being real happy and not just putting on a fake smile or liking someone and they like you back? I hope bills aren't too hard and you treat yourself once in a while. When it is that time of the month, I hope the cramps aren't as bad as they are now and you don't feel dissy or nauisa. How are Loki, Thor and Annebelle? I know you can't answer my questions, but i like asking them. Is TikTok still "alive" or is it with Vine and musically? I hope you still like art and volleyball. I know I wasn't susposed to hear, but yesterday I herd Nana and Grandpa say that Uncle Anthony was having it really bad at work and he was going to enlist in the army agian. Uncle Peter thinks that this is not real or whatever. I know Mom says not to worry about things right now, but I am and I am scared. Scared about people dying and my friends leaving me or ingoring me. Do I have a good friend group? I hope so. I hope they treat you with the love and respect that you deserve, I hope they will never turn their back on you when you need it most, and I also hope that they will give you the diginty you earned throughout your life. I know this might not be as helpful as a hug, but I just want to let you knwo that I love you, even if you are me. I will still love you. I hope you have a good life. Tell Mom, Dad, Norah, Peter, Nana, Grandpa, Aunt Sarah, Uncle Anthony, Max, Loki, Thor, and Annebelle that I love them and I am sorry for giving them stress, hate, meanness, and sass. Can you do that one thing for me? Please? Love, XOXO, Your Almost 13 year old self P.S. I sent it to two email adressess epsyhogios@mswschool.org volleyballeveryday2234@gmail.com