A letter from May 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, are we still the same stupid person or are we smarter? well, here we go. how's everything going. are emotionally ok or are we still having the same problems. ok ok, today is Monday, May 18, 2020, exactly 1:33 pm and in quarantine. we are supposed to do homework right now but I'm bored and saw this on TikTok so why not?. I just want to say that I'm proud of you for getting this far. I hope we are successful and thriving like a bad *****. Are we still stanning BTS? Did one of the members get a girlfriend ;)? Did you learn Korean as we wanted? Oh, talking about BTS I get the wings album in 3 days :). How many concerts have you gone to? I'm sorry if I am asking too many questions. Omar is sitting there at the table playing games. Selena's songs are playing. Dad is working on the front shed or whatever that is called. Mom is at work right now. It is kinda cloudy right now but really nice. I am thinking real hard on what to type hahaha. Question? How is mom? is she good? Remember that time when we went to Hollister to visit one of her friends, Tony. That was fun and new. I had my Persona Album and blasting all the songs at full volume. People playing race cars in the freeway, us getting confused about where to go. I miss mom. Mami te Quiero mucho. Recuerda so, siempre te quise aunque me regañaras y me pegaras Pero te quiero mucho y quiero que te quedes conmigo. A mis dos abuelitas tambien. How is Dad? How is Omar? Are we still together in the same house or did we go off to live in different places? How are our dogs? Chihuahua, blanca, frijolita, nini, jack? remember pampanita, gizmo, bombon, pulga. I miss them. Did mami beat cancer? Is she ok? Even though I was a bad child I love her. So so much. Is everyone healthy? Right now everyone is home and I'm happy about it. Did you go to South Korea like we wanted to? What places have you gone to? Changing topic, I'm 16 years old right now, you are 21 or 22. HAHAHA, congrats. are we...you know...partying ;). I've got 2 more years of high school, finishing the sophomore year in quarantine. The District is making Monte Vista prettier HAHAHA. I'm actually not ready to go to college but I'll be ready when the time comes. I want to study Oncology but that is a lot of work but still, I want to help people like mami. What are we working on right now? What is your work? Don't give up, always follow what you want to do, what you truly want to do. Don't let stupid men or ignorant people tell you what to do and not to do. Be independent. Are we still single or in a relationship? Wait, remember your first love, yeah me too. How is Evan? are we still in good terms or are you guys not talking anymore? Do you still love him? probably not, he probably is in another relationship right now but it is ok. We support him. Did Omar go to college? is he ok? gosh, I really don't know what to write HAHAHA. I actually asked Evan to help me write this letter but he sent some cheesy stuff. Like he said "be successful, be happy, If you use ur head too much u won't truly live" and then I told him it sounded like "LIVE LOVE LAUGH HAHAHA" he said I hate you AHAHAH. I hope we are good friends forever. Remember to love yourself. Always love yourself and forget those scary times. You are truly lovely. cutie **** lovely. Remember to go check yourself if you're healthy. If you're asking how I am, I'm mentally ill AHAHAHAHA. Nah kidding I'm okay. I'm genuinely happy. We vibing to BTS right now and H.E.R. too. I love you. stay true to yourself, be yourself, and accomplish things that I would have love too. I wish the world has become a better place and not society criticizing everything somebody does or likes. I wish you are happy now. I wich mami is happy and dad and Omar. I love you so much. I hope you are happy when you are 22. With love, your self from 6 years ago <3 P.S. don't change, I love you